Sunday, March 18, 2007
what actually is happening man?? nobody noes.. even i myself also dont noe.. so difficult to noe myself nowadays.. but why am i showing my smiling face to others when i dont actually feel happy?? haiz..
i realised that recently i had said something which were not suppose to be said.. and i dont actually means what i said.. then now what should i do?? haish.. i wanted to tell the rest i dont mean what i say.. i said those words cause i care and i lurv.. i worry and i feel concern.. i am afraid things might happened which makes me regret.. i dont want to live with regret.. i want to live with happiness.. i really wish this can happen.. but can i??
okay okay.. stop it yvonne.. you are making people worry once again.. so dont bother about saying that again.. =)
yesterday right.. police cars and ambulance appeared at my block downstair.. i felt so curious so i stood down there and see.. then suddenly some noise came outside of my house.. took a look from the eyehole there.. i was surprised to see a few polices outside and a guy.. then got one guy who has bandage on his head was being push into the ambulance.. this seems scary.. i stood there and watch but i left after awhile.. then i heard a loud voice coming from downstair and that guy was been ya zhu by the police and brought inside the police car.. then awhile they left.. i wondered what actually happened??
currently watching ren ci show.. sometimes it really touch my heart when i saw those video of those people who are ill.. so this year i called.. i called one for the ren ci show.. and daddy approved this.. i hope this one call can help those people bah.. i am not rich so that is what i can do bah.. ming yi fa shi somehow also touch my heart.. he tried all his best to get to the top of the building.. he had to get to level 15.. all the way from first level to 15 level.. not just climbing the stairs and is using his hands and legs to climb the rope and get to his destination.. he shivers every moment he stops for awhile to rest.. this is only the first round.. he finally did it.. he get to the top of the resting station.. i smile for him.. now he is climbing to the last floor using only one rope.. just wishing him all the best and jia you!! if i got more money.. i will call more.. but i guess i cant.. haish.. all the actors and actresses are doing their best and some even risking their life.. let pray hard for them and many people donate!!
maybe sometimes throw throw tantrums is a good thing bah.. then you will noe actually there is someone for you out there and they really care about you.. =) i feel so happy.. heex.. everytime i thought no one will care.. but i am wrong.. cause people will care.. they lurv me as much as i lurv them i guess.. hehex.. hopefully this week i will be having fun bah.. =))
i realised that recently i had said something which were not suppose to be said.. and i dont actually means what i said.. then now what should i do?? haish.. i wanted to tell the rest i dont mean what i say.. i said those words cause i care and i lurv.. i worry and i feel concern.. i am afraid things might happened which makes me regret.. i dont want to live with regret.. i want to live with happiness.. i really wish this can happen.. but can i??
okay okay.. stop it yvonne.. you are making people worry once again.. so dont bother about saying that again.. =)
yesterday right.. police cars and ambulance appeared at my block downstair.. i felt so curious so i stood down there and see.. then suddenly some noise came outside of my house.. took a look from the eyehole there.. i was surprised to see a few polices outside and a guy.. then got one guy who has bandage on his head was being push into the ambulance.. this seems scary.. i stood there and watch but i left after awhile.. then i heard a loud voice coming from downstair and that guy was been ya zhu by the police and brought inside the police car.. then awhile they left.. i wondered what actually happened??
currently watching ren ci show.. sometimes it really touch my heart when i saw those video of those people who are ill.. so this year i called.. i called one for the ren ci show.. and daddy approved this.. i hope this one call can help those people bah.. i am not rich so that is what i can do bah.. ming yi fa shi somehow also touch my heart.. he tried all his best to get to the top of the building.. he had to get to level 15.. all the way from first level to 15 level.. not just climbing the stairs and is using his hands and legs to climb the rope and get to his destination.. he shivers every moment he stops for awhile to rest.. this is only the first round.. he finally did it.. he get to the top of the resting station.. i smile for him.. now he is climbing to the last floor using only one rope.. just wishing him all the best and jia you!! if i got more money.. i will call more.. but i guess i cant.. haish.. all the actors and actresses are doing their best and some even risking their life.. let pray hard for them and many people donate!!
maybe sometimes throw throw tantrums is a good thing bah.. then you will noe actually there is someone for you out there and they really care about you.. =) i feel so happy.. heex.. everytime i thought no one will care.. but i am wrong.. cause people will care.. they lurv me as much as i lurv them i guess.. hehex.. hopefully this week i will be having fun bah.. =))
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