Tuesday, March 13, 2007
in just 2 weeks time.. i went sentosa once again.. haha.. everytime with different groups of people.. hmm.. i wonder when will i go with this group of gers and guys.. ha!! today went with godsisters all.. wah.. quite fun.. cause we cooked there.. haha.. cant imagine bah..
when we reached it was drizzling.. gosh.. the kids were complaining about not having fun cause it was raining.. but i guess the rain gd heard their complain.. it stopped raining after awhile.. then when we reached palawan beach.. we found ourselves a shady spot and settle down.. godpa did the cooking there.. mummy and may auntie bought food and stuffs.. then godpa started cooking fishball.. hotdogs.. wu chan rou.. cheese toufu.. eggs.. alot neh.. then we ate it.. all busy chatting and laughing.. the kids were the most busy one.. haha.. running here and there.. playing with sands.. actually i dont really intend to go down into the sea.. but with no choice.. cause annabelle and wendy were splashing water at me.. i was all wet.. they poured water de lah.. it was mummy who saved me.. lolx.. after eating.. i brought them to the sea water and played.. aileen was afraid.. she was clinging so tightly on me.. then godpa came over.. carried her down the sea.. she cried man.. but awhile jiu okay le.. then godma came over and brought her to the children play area.. she was having fun.. haha.. we were like so busy.. rushing here and there.. running all around.. then really go sun burn man.. hmm.. went washing up at around 4pm.. then it started to drizzle again.. gosh.. this time round it was heavy rain.. we ran quickly into the shelter.. but soon it was bright again.. went to put the things in the car and left to the musical fountain..
it was the very first time i watched the musical fountain raining heavily.. ended up godpa had to buy 8 disposable raincoat which cost $16.. so expensive.. we had no choice.. intially it wasnt that heavy rain.. but out of the sudden.. it came pouring down.. everyone didnt leave their seats.. but we left.. cause godma insisted to leave.. as our butt are all wet cause of the sudden downpour.. but later we didnt go off.. we stand by the side as the musical was about to begin.. you noe what.. it seems so funny.. when the musical starts.. the rain actually stop.. issit it weird?? but overall.. it was nice.. heex.. i lurv it man.. =D my wish was finally granted.. haha.. later we went to newton circle to have our dinner.. we went home after that.. the kids were tired.. all fell asleep during the journey.. i was tired too.. lie on annabelle's back and sleep.. haha..
tml is the day.. i am getting my result.. will it be a bad one?? i am feeling scared.. i enjoyed myself for the past few weeks and now it is going to be time to panick.. haish.. i pray hard to the god that i dont fail any of my modules.. i pray hard to the god that i can get at least GPA of 3.. will you help me to pray too?? i hope you do..
i having this thinking once again after reading something.. does she really means what she say?? who noe.. haish.. i promise myself not to think all this.. but i cant.. why am i so stupid?? i have no one to confess to.. i feel bad.. where are all my listeners and frenz?? are they gone?? i am feeling sad and lonely once again.. why?? why is my mood keep changing?? i thought i told myself to be happy and life should be use to enjoy?? but i cant do that.. i felt that i am missing something.. what is it?? no one noes.. will keeping myself busy useful?? will numbing myself useful?? i dont think so.. so i bet nothing can help actually.. my soul is slowly disappearing from the world.. =(
when we reached it was drizzling.. gosh.. the kids were complaining about not having fun cause it was raining.. but i guess the rain gd heard their complain.. it stopped raining after awhile.. then when we reached palawan beach.. we found ourselves a shady spot and settle down.. godpa did the cooking there.. mummy and may auntie bought food and stuffs.. then godpa started cooking fishball.. hotdogs.. wu chan rou.. cheese toufu.. eggs.. alot neh.. then we ate it.. all busy chatting and laughing.. the kids were the most busy one.. haha.. running here and there.. playing with sands.. actually i dont really intend to go down into the sea.. but with no choice.. cause annabelle and wendy were splashing water at me.. i was all wet.. they poured water de lah.. it was mummy who saved me.. lolx.. after eating.. i brought them to the sea water and played.. aileen was afraid.. she was clinging so tightly on me.. then godpa came over.. carried her down the sea.. she cried man.. but awhile jiu okay le.. then godma came over and brought her to the children play area.. she was having fun.. haha.. we were like so busy.. rushing here and there.. running all around.. then really go sun burn man.. hmm.. went washing up at around 4pm.. then it started to drizzle again.. gosh.. this time round it was heavy rain.. we ran quickly into the shelter.. but soon it was bright again.. went to put the things in the car and left to the musical fountain..
it was the very first time i watched the musical fountain raining heavily.. ended up godpa had to buy 8 disposable raincoat which cost $16.. so expensive.. we had no choice.. intially it wasnt that heavy rain.. but out of the sudden.. it came pouring down.. everyone didnt leave their seats.. but we left.. cause godma insisted to leave.. as our butt are all wet cause of the sudden downpour.. but later we didnt go off.. we stand by the side as the musical was about to begin.. you noe what.. it seems so funny.. when the musical starts.. the rain actually stop.. issit it weird?? but overall.. it was nice.. heex.. i lurv it man.. =D my wish was finally granted.. haha.. later we went to newton circle to have our dinner.. we went home after that.. the kids were tired.. all fell asleep during the journey.. i was tired too.. lie on annabelle's back and sleep.. haha..
tml is the day.. i am getting my result.. will it be a bad one?? i am feeling scared.. i enjoyed myself for the past few weeks and now it is going to be time to panick.. haish.. i pray hard to the god that i dont fail any of my modules.. i pray hard to the god that i can get at least GPA of 3.. will you help me to pray too?? i hope you do..
i having this thinking once again after reading something.. does she really means what she say?? who noe.. haish.. i promise myself not to think all this.. but i cant.. why am i so stupid?? i have no one to confess to.. i feel bad.. where are all my listeners and frenz?? are they gone?? i am feeling sad and lonely once again.. why?? why is my mood keep changing?? i thought i told myself to be happy and life should be use to enjoy?? but i cant do that.. i felt that i am missing something.. what is it?? no one noes.. will keeping myself busy useful?? will numbing myself useful?? i dont think so.. so i bet nothing can help actually.. my soul is slowly disappearing from the world.. =(
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