Sunday, March 25, 2007
today i wake up damn early okay! all because i had to meet up with jazz as yesterday she forgot to bring the frame along with her when she came to my house.. make me had to walk all the way to MRT station to meet her up.. -.-
still very upset about the missing puzzle and i did turn my room upside down by pulling all the cupboard out to see whether it had "fly" inside.. but it was no where to be found.. such a headache lah.. without any choices.. i took all the surrounding 8 pieces of puzzles and glue the rest up and frame it up liao.. going to wrap it up later on and draw the bdae card.. wah i got such a big responsibility.. ^__^
today my house is going through some renovation man.. daddy is "destroying" the extra things at the dining room there.. dont really noe how to explain it.. just need to noe my house now become very funny and weird without that thing there.. currently daddy said that the ceiling might fall and no one dare to sit under there.. so mummy pushed the sofa back in case it really fall.. piangz.. our lives are currently very dangerous.. LOL!!
sometimes i thinking right i really hate to be alone.. wherever i go i sure ask my frenz to accompany.. be it a group of frenz or just 2 of us.. i also find it fun.. but you can never ask me to go alone.. i rather stay at home and do nothing than going alone.. it will kill me.. but time is changing.. everyone is busy with their own stuff and i cant force them to stay with me always.. i cant be that selfish.. i have to think.. but i just cant learn to be independent.. maybe i simply lurv relying on someone.. i am afraid things might go wrong.. i am worry.. i hate to admit but i have to say everytime things will be pu mei mei in front of me and let me go through.. i never dream of conquering anything by myself.. my frenz always hen take care of me.. so i must thank them too.. must i really learn to be independent?? actually i can say to be quite independent.. but not an extend that i can go anywhere to shop alone.. haish..
what is future.. no one noes.. and no one can expect what will happen in the future.. you not going to noe what will happen to you next moment.. so we always will be ask to treasure whatever you have now.. but some people dont really treasure.. they just treasure it as and when they like.. haish.. whatever happened last year were all memorises.. i am afraid to accept the reality.. special festives are celebrated with lovely frenz last year.. will it change this year?? will i be alone?? people around me are all leaving me.. some are attached some are busy with new frenz.. some are like becoming strangers.. why is this so?? i thought we used to be very close together de.. why why?? i hate to see this.. i tears whenever i think of this.. but it is useless.. to think i can even cried bitterly when frenzship are breaking among other frenz and not me.. why am i so foolish.. even i myself i also dont.. it break my heart to see people quarrelling.. even if that something involve me i also will try all my way to keep quiet and dont talk about it.. but somehow there are frenz who always will help me to find the way i should be treat.. they are nice.. only me is useless.. haish.. what am i for man.. =((
today is such an emo post lah.. i also dont noe why i have this kind of thinking.. i am really a useless ger.. this is for sure de.. i cant defend myself.. i need people to protect me.. even someone younger than me also will protect me.. there.. this means i am very very useless.. let accept this fate bah..
still very upset about the missing puzzle and i did turn my room upside down by pulling all the cupboard out to see whether it had "fly" inside.. but it was no where to be found.. such a headache lah.. without any choices.. i took all the surrounding 8 pieces of puzzles and glue the rest up and frame it up liao.. going to wrap it up later on and draw the bdae card.. wah i got such a big responsibility.. ^__^
today my house is going through some renovation man.. daddy is "destroying" the extra things at the dining room there.. dont really noe how to explain it.. just need to noe my house now become very funny and weird without that thing there.. currently daddy said that the ceiling might fall and no one dare to sit under there.. so mummy pushed the sofa back in case it really fall.. piangz.. our lives are currently very dangerous.. LOL!!
sometimes i thinking right i really hate to be alone.. wherever i go i sure ask my frenz to accompany.. be it a group of frenz or just 2 of us.. i also find it fun.. but you can never ask me to go alone.. i rather stay at home and do nothing than going alone.. it will kill me.. but time is changing.. everyone is busy with their own stuff and i cant force them to stay with me always.. i cant be that selfish.. i have to think.. but i just cant learn to be independent.. maybe i simply lurv relying on someone.. i am afraid things might go wrong.. i am worry.. i hate to admit but i have to say everytime things will be pu mei mei in front of me and let me go through.. i never dream of conquering anything by myself.. my frenz always hen take care of me.. so i must thank them too.. must i really learn to be independent?? actually i can say to be quite independent.. but not an extend that i can go anywhere to shop alone.. haish..
what is future.. no one noes.. and no one can expect what will happen in the future.. you not going to noe what will happen to you next moment.. so we always will be ask to treasure whatever you have now.. but some people dont really treasure.. they just treasure it as and when they like.. haish.. whatever happened last year were all memorises.. i am afraid to accept the reality.. special festives are celebrated with lovely frenz last year.. will it change this year?? will i be alone?? people around me are all leaving me.. some are attached some are busy with new frenz.. some are like becoming strangers.. why is this so?? i thought we used to be very close together de.. why why?? i hate to see this.. i tears whenever i think of this.. but it is useless.. to think i can even cried bitterly when frenzship are breaking among other frenz and not me.. why am i so foolish.. even i myself i also dont.. it break my heart to see people quarrelling.. even if that something involve me i also will try all my way to keep quiet and dont talk about it.. but somehow there are frenz who always will help me to find the way i should be treat.. they are nice.. only me is useless.. haish.. what am i for man.. =((
today is such an emo post lah.. i also dont noe why i have this kind of thinking.. i am really a useless ger.. this is for sure de.. i cant defend myself.. i need people to protect me.. even someone younger than me also will protect me.. there.. this means i am very very useless.. let accept this fate bah..
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