i was once again awake by phone call.. this time round is eileen.. LOL.. yesterday was on call with xinyi and she was still asking me to wake up at 8am today to date leen out.. i rejected xinyi cause i going out in the late afternoon.. but who noes.. leen came and date me.. wahaha.. but once again.. i rejected it.. feeling so bad about it.. cause she called me already 12plus.. and i prepared dao lai dont noe what time liao.. still need rush for BBQ.. so loh.. sorry ar leen.. always also cant make it for the date..
wrapped up the pressie and drew up a bdae card for farhana.. it took me an hour to finish both things.. bath liao jiu already 4plus.. called up jazz and asked her to call me once she finished ice skating.. and i left house at 5.30pm.. i was around 15minutes late when meeting jazz.. and she was shivering when waiting for me.. cause she was far too cold after her stay at ice skate there..
finally reached east coast park and we walked another 15minutes to reach the BBQ pit.. korkor and marvin already reached.. hasanah helmi aisha and yusoff were already there chit chatting le.. haha.. soon lingkwee and jieying also came le.. only 6 of us turn up for the chinese students in 5/1.. so little!!! but nevermind cause we had fun chit chatting.. korkor was the main one serving me.. muahaha.. i asked him to get me things to eat.. heex.. thank my korkor.. he is such a nice one.. but he is BAD!!! he bully me all the way.. -_______- nonsense korkor.. but still i enjoyed myself over there.. hehe.. then lingkwee bbq for us neh.. so nan de loh.. but her chicken wings some were not fully cooked.. and thus i am having a bad stomach now.. =(( hopefully i can get well soon!!
alright jazz daddy came over and drive us to causeway point.. by the way jazz daddy is a taxi driver.. ^_^ her daddy only charge us $15 from east coast to causeway point.. actually i $17.90.. lolx.. but still must thank him ar.. =)) me and jieying took the same bus home.. we had a heart to heart chat man.. i felt quite sad for her.. guys are stupid and idiot.. they only noe how to cheat on gers feeling.. so gers dont fall into their traps!! and guys from that particular course in NP are all bad guys.. they dont take relationship seriously.. so sometime it is always the best that you didnt even step into the relationship.. i am glad both of us are free from the trap.. ^___^ we sure jia you bah!! =)) nice guys will be out there waiting for us and coming over guys.. haha.. =D finally i noe what a ger should actually look for when looking for a guy.. we shall move towards that direction bah.. wahaha..
suddenly.. i am feeling useless again.. i was being scolded once again by daddy today.. he scolded me for going out everyday and using lot of money.. but holiday dont have allowance.. i only get $5 everytime i went out.. haish.. feeling a bit down.. if i manage to find a job.. i wouldnt have this kind of stupid scolding.. i wanted to look for jobs.. but i am not that independent.. sales jobs are not suitable as i am those type who is afraid to open my mouth to strangers.. office work will kill me.. i only enjoy jobs which are in contact with kids.. but without certification.. no one will hired you and they need de is full time not quit after 2 months.. so i cant find job... haish.. everytime what i wish for never come true lah.. so i dont wish for anything now.. i wanted to sign up for home tutor under an agency.. but mummy forbit me to do so.. she said she asked around for me rather than going to an agency.. if i cant get the job she will say i am wasting money.. gosh.. what actually they want.. haish.. currently still waiting for my godma de reply.. hmm.. if not i really want to sign up man.. no one will noe how terrible it feel when you go shopping without money.. and how xing ku it is to see somethings you like but you have to consider and consider before buying.. haish.. my pockets are dried.. i need to top it up.. help help help!!! =((
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