i did something wrong once again.. i made people worry i made people shock.. sorry once again but i return to my ownself once again..
when i was feeling really moody and down.. i left my lappie for one hour to watch wanyu.. and it indeed made my day.. i had a great laugh when renfu they all were playing some mo qi game.. after which i forget everything and i smile.. sometimes i really feel that whenever i see shows host by 5566 all.. i will always get a good laugh.. how i wish whenever i am feeling moody and down.. i can see 5566 around.. they always make my days however sometimes they dont.. that is when during chasing.. but i shall always remember the happy moment.. =))
i feel touch when xinyi say she willing to pao milo for me.. and will make me smile and not frown.. hehex.. she is the best neh.. she never fail to make me smile.. but sometimes she make me feel worry.. she is the only ger who always make me worry.. cause i cant catch what she is thinking.. she kept everything in herself and i wouldnt be able to noe what she is thinking.. she is too secretive.. heex.. i pang-sehed her once again today.. daddy called at around 6pm and told mummy that he had asked his frenz what kind of place is MOS.. so he got his answer and he allowed me to go.. but it was kinda late and i havent even call those people to confirm the chalet thingy.. and most importantly i mei you confidence to go to that place.. even though i noe xinyi will protect me but i am still afraid.. haish.. hope she went there and have lot of fun bah.. =))
things have been going round my mind for this few days.. i have been wondering if one really have to give up on something.. what will it be?? lurv frenz family studies are all things which i cant give up.. i dont mind giving up others but surely not those 4.. especially frenz and family.. that why i always lurv my frenz and family.. i treat them more than any other things.. i cant survive without them.. but sometimes i dont noe how to express my lurv for them.. i am lousy in this.. i think i should need to give up on certain things one day.. this is to make sure i have a happier life.. but currently i wouldnt give up anything.. =))
it shall be a busy week for me next week.. gambatah!! =D
oh ya.. sat is my nephew raidon bdae party.. haish.. i make a decision and i am not going in.. my cousin was kinda shock.. this also isnt the first time i not going for my nephews bdae party.. haha.. last time xiangfeng one year old bdae party i also never go cause i was heading to my 5566 de concert.. then when chunjie one year old bdae i also didnt go cause i was having exam.. then now is cause i got date.. so not much different.. but i shall make myself free when it come to xuanxuan bdae.. heex.. cause i dote her most.. haha.. what a bad ECH educator.. oops.. =X
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