Friday, February 16, 2007
gosh.. i am still thinking about that CS1.2 de paper.. my mind is still full of the memorises.. arghz.. forget it.. everyone saying now holiday le.. must enjoy.. think about it later.. so i shall do that ba..
okay.. today godma came over to help me dye my hair.. and it turn out.. oh my god.. not the colour i really want.. but still can lah.. mummy said look okay lah.. hopefully ba.. haha..
today is a tiring day for me sia.. i clear my room!! and imagine.. 3 bags full of rubbish.. and i actually bu xiang throw de.. no choice.. just throw things which i think no use de.. i so heartpain sia.. my precious one and only barbie doll de head just drop off like that when i open the bag which i always put my barbie doll.. my one barbie doll for my whole life.. and now.. it is gone.. throw inside the bin.. sob sob.. as much as i always wanted to have a barbie doll when i was young.. now it just broke off like that and i am left with nothing.. haish..
i realised no matter how long i clean my room.. nothing makes a different.. it is still the same room and messy room although now a bit more clean lah.. hopefully one day i can change my room to the way i like.. =)) if this really happen.. i will be soo happy.. hehe..
oh ya.. yesterday night was chatting on phone with jazz from 2plus in the morning till about 4am.. gosh.. we got alot to talk man.. all our conversation was surrounding on her stead.. and yah.. she is attached le.. uhhh.. so sweet.. how i wish.. haha.. not to further say anything.. and hor.. people got stead liao then first thing they will ask.. so how.. have you found yours too.. then she add on so how you and that him.. oh my god lah.. another person come askiing this question which i have difficulties in answering.. =.- okay okay.. so i told her.. frenz.. that is my confirm answer now.. i promise myself to move on from now onwards.. cause i noe my special one will be there waiting for me and i have to give up on him.. and now i really have to.. to me.. having a frenz is better.. if i really really hen xi huan ta.. i will be frenz unless he is the real one.. i watch the movie "happy birthday".. i begin to realise.. xi huan yi ge ren bu yi ding yao gen nan ge ren zai yi qi.. maybe it is really that movie which wake me up ba.. really have to say xie xie to ah xue and xinyi who accompany me go watch de.. =))
oh my god!! my tv de remote control disappear!! no one took it.. it just gone like that.. and worse still i am the last one who took itt.. and mummy nagging and nagging.. as if i am the one who took it.. siaoz.. today dont noe what date lah.. keep being nag by her.. arghz.. maybe is her who forget where she put leh.. everytime also is me de leh.. cannot be my brother de loh.. angry.. forget it.. maybe it will come out tml.. who noes.. that time ah ma hse de remote control also gone.. everyone search for it but it didnt appear.. and nearly a month when mummy go ah ma hse.. she found it.. but others didnt.. so we shall wait.. maybe it will come out sooner or later.. =)) keep thinking also no use..
tml having meeting.. and no where to go.. haish.. shall reward myself by staying at home and reflect.. everyday reflect until i can really be sure.. =))
okay.. today godma came over to help me dye my hair.. and it turn out.. oh my god.. not the colour i really want.. but still can lah.. mummy said look okay lah.. hopefully ba.. haha..
today is a tiring day for me sia.. i clear my room!! and imagine.. 3 bags full of rubbish.. and i actually bu xiang throw de.. no choice.. just throw things which i think no use de.. i so heartpain sia.. my precious one and only barbie doll de head just drop off like that when i open the bag which i always put my barbie doll.. my one barbie doll for my whole life.. and now.. it is gone.. throw inside the bin.. sob sob.. as much as i always wanted to have a barbie doll when i was young.. now it just broke off like that and i am left with nothing.. haish..
i realised no matter how long i clean my room.. nothing makes a different.. it is still the same room and messy room although now a bit more clean lah.. hopefully one day i can change my room to the way i like.. =)) if this really happen.. i will be soo happy.. hehe..
oh ya.. yesterday night was chatting on phone with jazz from 2plus in the morning till about 4am.. gosh.. we got alot to talk man.. all our conversation was surrounding on her stead.. and yah.. she is attached le.. uhhh.. so sweet.. how i wish.. haha.. not to further say anything.. and hor.. people got stead liao then first thing they will ask.. so how.. have you found yours too.. then she add on so how you and that him.. oh my god lah.. another person come askiing this question which i have difficulties in answering.. =.- okay okay.. so i told her.. frenz.. that is my confirm answer now.. i promise myself to move on from now onwards.. cause i noe my special one will be there waiting for me and i have to give up on him.. and now i really have to.. to me.. having a frenz is better.. if i really really hen xi huan ta.. i will be frenz unless he is the real one.. i watch the movie "happy birthday".. i begin to realise.. xi huan yi ge ren bu yi ding yao gen nan ge ren zai yi qi.. maybe it is really that movie which wake me up ba.. really have to say xie xie to ah xue and xinyi who accompany me go watch de.. =))
oh my god!! my tv de remote control disappear!! no one took it.. it just gone like that.. and worse still i am the last one who took itt.. and mummy nagging and nagging.. as if i am the one who took it.. siaoz.. today dont noe what date lah.. keep being nag by her.. arghz.. maybe is her who forget where she put leh.. everytime also is me de leh.. cannot be my brother de loh.. angry.. forget it.. maybe it will come out tml.. who noes.. that time ah ma hse de remote control also gone.. everyone search for it but it didnt appear.. and nearly a month when mummy go ah ma hse.. she found it.. but others didnt.. so we shall wait.. maybe it will come out sooner or later.. =)) keep thinking also no use..
tml having meeting.. and no where to go.. haish.. shall reward myself by staying at home and reflect.. everyday reflect until i can really be sure.. =))
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