ended my last paper.. but with the mood of feeling so sucki.. i never predict that i will have this kind of stupid mind.. i was totally blank when the paper put on my table.. my mind was not on the paper.. i promised to work hard for my last paper.. but.. i was wrong.. i didnt work hard and thus.. i think i will fail this module.. why why why?? i told myself to remember everything that i can.. but nothing seems to come out of my head when i start writing the paper.. everything got mess up.. i couldnt remember anything i memorised.. what is going on man.. i feel very very stupid.. i am that dumb to forget everything i actually memorised.. came out of the exam hall feeling very upset.. i gave up on a few questions by writing nonsenses inside.. i guess my lecturer will have a smooth time to mark my paper.. with all the crosses he ever gave.. and i will definitely broke the record.. gosh.. my hope for more than 3 de GPA will be gone too.. if i manage to pass all my modules i must already thank god..
yah yah yah.. facing wall trying to pray hard for all my papers.. everyone was out in the night to enjoy while me staying at home facing the four stupid wall.. why am i facing all this nonsense?? arghz.. new year coming but my mood is still not right.. haish.. i have been stupid enough to think that wah since i am able to clear my CHN.. so my CS1.2 will be fine.. but it turn out.. oh no.. what have i done.. blame myslef for being dumb and stupid ba.. i definitely screw up this paper.. nothing left for me anymore..
okay fine.. enough of all the complains.. yup.. leen wait for me for a long time before i came out of the hall.. she also couldnt do anything and nicole that gang also left the hall very early.. no one know what to do.. gosh.. let hug together and fail this paper ba.. went down to bugis and gotten my bag.. bought it for $18.. well.. could be very expensive.. cause it is just a small little bag whereby only can put handphone and wallet.. nothing else.. but i like it.. i also dont know why i like that bag.. bought a gold colour de.. and leen also like it.. but she said she wanted to do manicure so she dont want to buy bag.. so she didnt buy loh.. then went to face shop and bought 2 nail polish.. i couldnt find brown colour polish to match my shoes colour so ended up i took purple.. and i bought the top code but no base code.. funny man.. so i shall buy the base code on friday when i go and buy the mascara.. okay.. anyway shop awhile to accompany leen to wait for her bf.. but her bf havent come and i left le..
the people at bugis are damn lot.. so what today is valentine.. gosh.. the people is "people mountain people sea" man.. today is not a weekend mind you.. people walking on street with flowers on their hands.. and i was feeling errrr... i was also thinking every year i also the same.. either go out with frenz if not jiu stay at home.. nothing special.. seeing people holding onto roses.. wah.. how i wish i also have one.. but kinda have to wait ba.. let see how many years i still have to admire people holding onto the roses.. heeeeee....
anyway.. rain you dont have to be sorry lah.. cause last time i also everytime last minute cannot make it ma.. so this is my "bao ying" ma.. haha.. kidding la.. next time then we go out ba.. cause i having holiday le.. and i have to make a trip down to wendy there to collect some things.. i havent been there for long le.. wait i die.. haha..
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