Tuesday, February 27, 2007
today i pangseh-ed xinyi date.. cause when i woke up my injured legs was a bit swollen and walked until a bit xing ku.. so i cancelled the date.. hao dui bu qi her oh.. cause she date me first de mah.. then i cancelled cause of my legs.. arghz!!
haish.. went back to sleep at 10am and only woke up at 1.30pm.. i was tired.. woke up already watched tv and had my breakfast cum lunch at around 2plus in the afternoon.. watched wanyu and then went back to brother room to watch xin niang 18 shui.. a very nice show.. very funny too.. hehe.. and i must congrats myself cause i finally started watching the dvd that i had bought long time ago.. haha..
just did some test.. haha.. dont noe true or not.. haha..
just had my toenails painted just now.. and i painted it purple.. but now.. it said it should be dark red.. i do have dark red nail polish.. haha.. shall change it soon ar.. hoho..
haish.. went back to sleep at 10am and only woke up at 1.30pm.. i was tired.. woke up already watched tv and had my breakfast cum lunch at around 2plus in the afternoon.. watched wanyu and then went back to brother room to watch xin niang 18 shui.. a very nice show.. very funny too.. hehe.. and i must congrats myself cause i finally started watching the dvd that i had bought long time ago.. haha..
just did some test.. haha.. dont noe true or not.. haha..
| Your Toes Should Be Dark Red |
 Sexy and a little dangerous, you give off a totally vampy vibe. Your flirting style: Straight forward and seductive Your ideal guy: Powerful and a little intimidating Stay away from: Mama's boys |
just had my toenails painted just now.. and i painted it purple.. but now.. it said it should be dark red.. i do have dark red nail polish.. haha.. shall change it soon ar.. hoho..
| Your Nail Polish Color is Pink |
 How you're unique: You're girly without being high maintenance Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend" |
wah.. pink!! i like this colour too.. i guess i should pamper myself once again.. buy a pinkish de nail polish.. heex.. if i got go out.. i shall buy one.. heheheex..
| You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy |
 When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. |
hmm.. i am shy?? true lah.. i very shy de.. i will never talk to people whom i dont really noe face to face.. unless day by day i am getting use to the person.. then i will start to talk to that person.. i guess this is my weakness ba.. take the example when i realised i like him.. this is a very very good example.. i am scared.. i am worried.. and most importantly.. i am shy to talk to that person.. haha.. i am a STUPID ger... woohoo!!
wah.. should i say my heart is dead.. i have no feeling at all.. my heart feel so empty.. i dont have anything i want.. what i want will never come to me and i feel so empty.. i making everyone feeling angry with me.. haish.. i dont noe what i want.. haish.. i wish for things that never come to me before.. but i will never get to fulfil this wish of mine.. why? why? i am lost once again.. not knowing when i actually belong.. i want someone to care someone to bother about me.. but none turn up.. i am naive.. i thought once i decide to give up.. i will face the fate and move forward t0 a brighter life ahead of me.. but i didnt succeed in this.. i am still lost.. but i have to say.. my heart is really dead for him.. i really dont have the feeling le.. and finally i am out of the small circle.. thank god..
when leen sms me in the evening to tell me something.. i wasnt shock.. i didnt feel the pain as before when i heard the news from someone.. i just feel wah he got gf le ar.. okay loh.. good for him.. that is his xing fu.. =)) but leen added on saying something not very pleasant to hear.. she commented but i still doesnt feel anything.. he is not the one for me and i am sure.. i give up long ago.. and this is my zhen xin hua.. dont suspect my speech.. i am true.. =)
currently strolling my way to find someone who really suit me.. worthwhile for me.. i shall never look back once again.. i must move forward.. =))
i guess i made xinyi not happy ba.. cause i keep rejecting her date to clubbing.. haish.. i also dont noe why i dont really have the courage to go club.. i feel insecure bah.. i worried.. i am scared.. i am afraid.. cause i never been there before.. somemore.. i dont noe what to wear when i always see people wearing so nice to club.. i am afraid i dont feel high.. i dont noe how to dance.. all i can is to stay there watching people dance.. yvonne is lousy.. she is just a timid ger.. haish..
i want to boost up my courage
nothing actually helps
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