today i was still not as happy as before.. my life was like only left for assignments.. no more other time left.. haish.. things are really beyond my control and i feel miserable.. my life is forever de luan.. nv has it come to a peaceful one.. a brand new year and a brand new trouble!!!!
haish.. was very fustrated with all my assignments.. i feel like killing myself cos i really couldnt get anything done.. my mind wasnt wit me when i was doing for my assignments.. i couldnt get everything rite.. i offline awhile to get myself the rite way.. back online rushing for assignments after an hr of break.. came online and saw xinyi.. AND~~ i started complaining to her again.. i guess she will be thinking when did this yvonne become a complain queen.. ytd complain today oso complain.. haish.. i oso dun wish to complain de ar.. but sometimes hide inside myself i feeling very xing ku.. haish.. i oso dun dare to tell the person directly.. so i jus have to complain to another person.. but soon it will be gone.. =]]
ting said i was a silly ger.. cos i nv give up.. she told me i will regret it de.. but i told i wun.. but u noe.. maybe i will really regret it one day ba.. but currently.. i still dun regret ba.. actually i noe it well tat i have sink too deep inside le.. nobody seems to bother to pull me out.. cos they will be saying u need to come out yourself.. no one can help u de.. but den.. haish.. suan le ba.. jus sink deeper and deeper and i guess finally one day i will understand and everything will change de.. ppl may see him as not a good guy.. they may dislike him cos they see how hurt i am.. but this cant change anything.. the lurv for him is still there.. and no one can ever replace the lurv until one day the real one for u is there.. u will nv noe.. u cant predict anything.. many many things u dunno.. cos it all fate.. maybe one day u will be with someone who u nv dream of liking de.. but fate jus bring u close to him and den.. u are tgt with him.. fine.. enough of saying of this le ba.. jus now i go and search for blogskin.. i came across this words...
everything chang-ed
it isn't like the past anymore and i missed it lots
nothing last forever
promises are just lies and lies are nothing
if i were to choose all over agains
i wished i had never see you before
the tears i shed and the pain i had, you'll never know
this words seem to be true.. everything change ever since i met the one.. somehow when i see this words.. it reminds me alot of things.. but now i jus wish for something which really can make me feel happy.. hmm.. let hope i am able to go shopping next sat!!! =))) i wan my life back~~ exam is coming!!! i haven start studying!! and coming wed is PPCM quiz.. but i haven touch my book yet!! ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!
I jus come across some meaningful words.. in chinese de.. let see ba.. =)))
雖然我的英文不好,
但我學會了說 I LuRv YoU!!
雖然我的數學不好,
但我學會了520!!
雖然我的普通話也不好,
但是我也學會了我喜歡你!!
就算我通通都不好。。
但我有一顆愛著你的心!
讓你知道。。
我真的真的喜歡你!!
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