Monday, January 22, 2007
one word to descibe my day.. STRESS!!!
went out wit mummy.. san yi and ah ma.. went chong pang.. actually dun wan to go de cos i hven finish my part.. but mummy said if i dun go i jiu cant buy shirt liao.. LOL.. so in the end.. i went.. it was a very very hot day man.. my skin is burning lo.. so painful when the sun reflect on my skin.. ah ma went to buy her clothes while me walking around seeing things.. went into minoshe and i bought 2 sets of inner beauty.. haha.. nice nice.. i like.. after tat walked around again with san yi while mummy and ah ma went into a shop to buy ah ma de jia li yi fu.. and i saw a top.. i like.. nice nice.. and i bought it.. hehe.. sooo nice.. i shall wear it when i go sch next time.. but must have a lot of courage to wear cos is spag.. haha..
after tat jiu went to century square to find my cousin.. he was about to off from work le.. so we waited for him lo.. he treat us eat chicken wings neh.. but he said must wait for my slippers.. LOL.. but i wan slippers leh.. waiting for slippers sooo long liao.. haha.. nvm la.. i can wait.. wait until i old lo.. =pPpP
hmm.. i guess i have to sort out my thoughts one day ba.. making ppl angry is wat i am capable of de ba.. everytime i hate something i wish i will be dead cos like tat i wun be able to suffer again.. but somehow i think.. many ppl who wish to survive.. but they ended u dead.. so why should i complain when i am still alive.. i should appreciate things.. i shouldnt complain things.. so i have agreed that if it is not necessary.. i shall not complain.. life should be perfectly nice and fun for me at this age.. so i shouldnt go and complain sooo much.. i have to learn how to feel contented.. i have all my lurv ones wit me.. so i am fortunate de.. =)))
but before i said i dun complain.. i must really complain smth.. and this make me feel fustrated!! my er jie is really doing it tooo OVERBOARD!! and i have to say.. she gen ben cannot be a mum.. she totally fail when come to become a mum.. she is totally out of hands.. my nephew is jus a poor boy.. he dun deserve to have this kind of mother.. not i wan to say.. can u imagine.. u left your child there rotting while u yourself go other places and u hardly care or play wit him.. wat will he become when he grows up?? he jus a baby who is turning 1 year old end of this month.. he have a mum.. but it seems like he dun have one.. he is always left at home wit his granny and his granny is old.. she couldnt possible taking care of him forever.. there are other children at home.. my er jie din work.. so why cant she jus show some motherly lurv to my nephew?? how i wish i bring him over to my hse and take care of him.. i shower him all the lurv i have.. i jus cant understand why she is like tat.. she can go to my er yi hse and jus leave my nephew at home.. she oso can leave him there and dun wan to go home.. my poor nephew will jus sleep at home wit his daddy.. i admit tat er jie family is facing financial difficulties.. but wat the problems.. his daddy busy wit work so to earn money and ensure tat he will have all the needs he should hav.. but er jie isnt doing anything.. she dump him at home and dun care abt him.. u decide to give birth to him so u must take care of him.. u carry him inside your womb for 10 mths leh.. imagine!!! 10 MONTHS!!!! i really got nth to say about my er jie le lo.. i need to talk to her one day.. but will she listen.. i have to apply watever i learn during the course and tell her.. my nephew wun be able to have all the devt he should have.. he lack of alot of things.. i am very very angry wit my er jie.. can she jus think abt it.. how i wish i can go and see my nephew.. er jie is jus an IRRESPONSIBLE MOTHER!!! and i hate her doing all this.. we shall wait and see wat will her son do to her when he grows up.. no one is like her.. da jie wun leave xuanxuan alone.. she dote on xuanxuan and gives xuanxuan all the lurv she have.. weixiong korkor oso bring xuanxuan out whenever he is not working.. xiangxiang and raidon oso have a mum who dote on them.. even though xiaojuan jie jie need to work.. but she will find time to play and accompany them.. ah wei korkor oso find time to come home once a week cos he is working in sg.. he bring them out whenever he is free.. NO ONE IS LIKE ER JIE.. I HATE HER THIS WAY!!! CHUNJIE IS INNOCENT.. IF U DO THIS TO HIM I SHALL MAKE SURE U NOE THE CONSEQUENCES!!!
another thing is assignments.. they are simply coming in very very fast.. i totally forgot abt the cd1.3 mock exam tml.. and i shall fail tml ba.. i must admit i really hate last min thingy.. why cant we discuss hao hao and everyone get to do their part.. sometimes it is irritating la.. come online when u actually finish wat u suppose to do and suddenly someone approached u and asked u to do this and tat.. i dun like all this.. it totally mess up my whole things.. and definitely.. i stare into blank.. and making myself luan and doing nth.. so pls.. NO MORE LAST MIN STUFF!!! THANK YOU!!!
went out wit mummy.. san yi and ah ma.. went chong pang.. actually dun wan to go de cos i hven finish my part.. but mummy said if i dun go i jiu cant buy shirt liao.. LOL.. so in the end.. i went.. it was a very very hot day man.. my skin is burning lo.. so painful when the sun reflect on my skin.. ah ma went to buy her clothes while me walking around seeing things.. went into minoshe and i bought 2 sets of inner beauty.. haha.. nice nice.. i like.. after tat walked around again with san yi while mummy and ah ma went into a shop to buy ah ma de jia li yi fu.. and i saw a top.. i like.. nice nice.. and i bought it.. hehe.. sooo nice.. i shall wear it when i go sch next time.. but must have a lot of courage to wear cos is spag.. haha..
after tat jiu went to century square to find my cousin.. he was about to off from work le.. so we waited for him lo.. he treat us eat chicken wings neh.. but he said must wait for my slippers.. LOL.. but i wan slippers leh.. waiting for slippers sooo long liao.. haha.. nvm la.. i can wait.. wait until i old lo.. =pPpP
hmm.. i guess i have to sort out my thoughts one day ba.. making ppl angry is wat i am capable of de ba.. everytime i hate something i wish i will be dead cos like tat i wun be able to suffer again.. but somehow i think.. many ppl who wish to survive.. but they ended u dead.. so why should i complain when i am still alive.. i should appreciate things.. i shouldnt complain things.. so i have agreed that if it is not necessary.. i shall not complain.. life should be perfectly nice and fun for me at this age.. so i shouldnt go and complain sooo much.. i have to learn how to feel contented.. i have all my lurv ones wit me.. so i am fortunate de.. =)))
but before i said i dun complain.. i must really complain smth.. and this make me feel fustrated!! my er jie is really doing it tooo OVERBOARD!! and i have to say.. she gen ben cannot be a mum.. she totally fail when come to become a mum.. she is totally out of hands.. my nephew is jus a poor boy.. he dun deserve to have this kind of mother.. not i wan to say.. can u imagine.. u left your child there rotting while u yourself go other places and u hardly care or play wit him.. wat will he become when he grows up?? he jus a baby who is turning 1 year old end of this month.. he have a mum.. but it seems like he dun have one.. he is always left at home wit his granny and his granny is old.. she couldnt possible taking care of him forever.. there are other children at home.. my er jie din work.. so why cant she jus show some motherly lurv to my nephew?? how i wish i bring him over to my hse and take care of him.. i shower him all the lurv i have.. i jus cant understand why she is like tat.. she can go to my er yi hse and jus leave my nephew at home.. she oso can leave him there and dun wan to go home.. my poor nephew will jus sleep at home wit his daddy.. i admit tat er jie family is facing financial difficulties.. but wat the problems.. his daddy busy wit work so to earn money and ensure tat he will have all the needs he should hav.. but er jie isnt doing anything.. she dump him at home and dun care abt him.. u decide to give birth to him so u must take care of him.. u carry him inside your womb for 10 mths leh.. imagine!!! 10 MONTHS!!!! i really got nth to say about my er jie le lo.. i need to talk to her one day.. but will she listen.. i have to apply watever i learn during the course and tell her.. my nephew wun be able to have all the devt he should have.. he lack of alot of things.. i am very very angry wit my er jie.. can she jus think abt it.. how i wish i can go and see my nephew.. er jie is jus an IRRESPONSIBLE MOTHER!!! and i hate her doing all this.. we shall wait and see wat will her son do to her when he grows up.. no one is like her.. da jie wun leave xuanxuan alone.. she dote on xuanxuan and gives xuanxuan all the lurv she have.. weixiong korkor oso bring xuanxuan out whenever he is not working.. xiangxiang and raidon oso have a mum who dote on them.. even though xiaojuan jie jie need to work.. but she will find time to play and accompany them.. ah wei korkor oso find time to come home once a week cos he is working in sg.. he bring them out whenever he is free.. NO ONE IS LIKE ER JIE.. I HATE HER THIS WAY!!! CHUNJIE IS INNOCENT.. IF U DO THIS TO HIM I SHALL MAKE SURE U NOE THE CONSEQUENCES!!!
another thing is assignments.. they are simply coming in very very fast.. i totally forgot abt the cd1.3 mock exam tml.. and i shall fail tml ba.. i must admit i really hate last min thingy.. why cant we discuss hao hao and everyone get to do their part.. sometimes it is irritating la.. come online when u actually finish wat u suppose to do and suddenly someone approached u and asked u to do this and tat.. i dun like all this.. it totally mess up my whole things.. and definitely.. i stare into blank.. and making myself luan and doing nth.. so pls.. NO MORE LAST MIN STUFF!!! THANK YOU!!!
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