Thursday, January 11, 2007

hmm.. SJAB family photo.. took tis pics from jacklynn de friendster.. i really had fun tat day..

haish!! today is a day of stress!!! went to MeL jus now and realised.. i have hw for LAECY and SCV!! arghz.. so stupid.. LAECY have to submit on fri.. hw was based on the video we watched on tue.. but i got one thing to say.. tat was i DIN watch the video.. i was busy wit my stuffs on tat day.. haish.. i guess i shall anyhow ans the qn she gave ba.. den scv have to do grp discussion.. stress sia.. so many assignments coming up and den here they are.. giving more and more.. ARGHZ!!!!

it seems like assignments nv end.. it is coming to haunt us more and more.. it nv come to an end.. even when we reach yr2.. it will still be coming to us.. haish.. everything getting out of hands.. i am scare.. when i be able to be not scare of assignments???

anyway.. jus to voice out smth.. u really make me very very irritated!! i have nth to say abt u lo.. but when will u ever wake up?? must u always wan to be tgt and stick wit that person when that person dun even wish to be wit u.. that person is very afraid of u.. and that person is trying all the ways to hide from u.. u are making him stress up.. when will u ever stop??? tis cannot continue.. U HAVE TO COME TO A STOP!!!!!! u have to wake up.. and understand things like wat is yours will always be yours no matter how hard u wan to block.. but if it is not going to be yours.. so u jus give up.. cos no matter wat ways u try to gain it.. it will nv become yours.. i noe i am naggy but i must really get straight to it.. cos u are over doing all this things.. and it became a budden.. i heard the other party complaining.. i hear u saying and being sad over it.. but wat can i do?? NOTHING!!! sometimes.. i am scare of wat u had done.. but i dunno whether how to help u.. i feel horrified why i see u or be wit u.. I AM AFRAID OF U!!!!! do u noe.. i scare to be alone wit u.. i dun feel safe wit u.. i dun feel happy wit u.. but u are my frenz.. and i have to be by your side to accompany u to talk to u.. haish..

enough of all those crapping la.. today i am not in a very good mood.. i was not feeling good.. i feel sad.. i will laugh.. but it nv come from the heart.. haish..

i believe tml will be a good day.. and tml i need to help jazz for her photo-taking for RP.. need to pose for her sch.. omg.. i jing ran agree!!! gosh... i shall die tml ba!!!

*life is short.. so make full use of it before u regret it.. =))

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