Friday, January 19, 2007
today is np de first day for open hse.. and i was going to sch.. ppl RP open hse no sch de.. why NP go.. haha.. den going to class de.. but shuling need to deco booth and asked whether i wan help her.. so i went to help her lo.. and ended up sooo many things to do and we only went to class at 11am.. LOL.. went class did the presentation and finished class.. LAME~~ but i very happy.. cos i got a B+ for my assignments.. hehe.. happy.. but cannot tooo high yet.. more assignments coming up..
after class went to take a look at the cca booth.. den walked around for awhile.. den see cindy de performance.. haha.. nice nice pretty pretty.. after tat jiu go eat lunch.. i was sooo hungry sia.. after everything.. start our CHN presentation preparation.. everything seems sooo messy and i was getting very impatient.. i dunno why.. when they say i din do the correct things or the nutrients stuffs.. i nearly cried.. cos i do le i thought it was the correct way of doing.. and wanted to like hurry print out everything and finished it quickly cos we do not have much time left.. but i was wrong.. i feel angry wit myself for not checking properly and somehow sad too.. and we had a hard time finding the things we need... i feel stress.. i hen xiang dun do anything but i cant.. this is my assignments.. and i need to make sure i promote to year 2.. if not i will have no where to go.. cannot.. this cannot happen.. haish.. =((
anyway.. today got to noe 2 new people.. one is from NP de.. i dunno his name la.. another one is from friendster.. hmm.. i dunno wat to say ar.. LOL..
am i useless??? haish.. dunno why i got a feeling i am damn useless.. everything i oso can mix up and everything i oso can dun understand.. and thus making me stupid and blur.. hmm.. i dunno leh.. i feel soo stressful now.. even though school term is ending soon and i can relex after exam.. but my feeling isnt rite.. i still very very worry for everything.. fear and fear of many many things too.. haish.. sometime i really wish i stop the time from ticking.. den i can change everything.. but this is not true.. cos i cant stop the time.. and no one can.. i guess i really need to buck up ba.. =
xinyi said yvonne must be brave.. but yvonne cant be brave cos she everything oso fear.. she fear of being lonely.. she fear of all the assignments.. she fear of losing her frenz.. she fear of falling down.. she fear of many many things.. there is NOTHING she is not fear of.. she oso wan to be brave and stand for herself.. but she cant.. will yvonne be able to be brave and stand for herself??? time can really change everything??? *wondering*
after class went to take a look at the cca booth.. den walked around for awhile.. den see cindy de performance.. haha.. nice nice pretty pretty.. after tat jiu go eat lunch.. i was sooo hungry sia.. after everything.. start our CHN presentation preparation.. everything seems sooo messy and i was getting very impatient.. i dunno why.. when they say i din do the correct things or the nutrients stuffs.. i nearly cried.. cos i do le i thought it was the correct way of doing.. and wanted to like hurry print out everything and finished it quickly cos we do not have much time left.. but i was wrong.. i feel angry wit myself for not checking properly and somehow sad too.. and we had a hard time finding the things we need... i feel stress.. i hen xiang dun do anything but i cant.. this is my assignments.. and i need to make sure i promote to year 2.. if not i will have no where to go.. cannot.. this cannot happen.. haish.. =((
anyway.. today got to noe 2 new people.. one is from NP de.. i dunno his name la.. another one is from friendster.. hmm.. i dunno wat to say ar.. LOL..
am i useless??? haish.. dunno why i got a feeling i am damn useless.. everything i oso can mix up and everything i oso can dun understand.. and thus making me stupid and blur.. hmm.. i dunno leh.. i feel soo stressful now.. even though school term is ending soon and i can relex after exam.. but my feeling isnt rite.. i still very very worry for everything.. fear and fear of many many things too.. haish.. sometime i really wish i stop the time from ticking.. den i can change everything.. but this is not true.. cos i cant stop the time.. and no one can.. i guess i really need to buck up ba.. =
xinyi said yvonne must be brave.. but yvonne cant be brave cos she everything oso fear.. she fear of being lonely.. she fear of all the assignments.. she fear of losing her frenz.. she fear of falling down.. she fear of many many things.. there is NOTHING she is not fear of.. she oso wan to be brave and stand for herself.. but she cant.. will yvonne be able to be brave and stand for herself??? time can really change everything??? *wondering*
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