Monday, January 22, 2007
today i am not in a very good mood.. i really have to COMPLAIN and that is wat i will do now..
i did read thru for cd1.3.. but everything jus cant get inside my brain and ended up.. i cant rmb anything when i was doing the test.. as a result, i fail badly for my test.. imagine man.. 8/30!?!?! wat is tat??? yvonne is really doing smth which is out of control.. exam is coming and i jus simply cant get anything inside.. and this is so stupid.. my mind simply isnt working and many many assignments coming up next.. i have to hand in a major assignments on 29 jan and 31 jan respectively.. it contribute 50% to my overall man.. and currently still starting to rush thru it.. den 30 jan have to set up the learning corners and i haven start preparing.. i guess i wun be able to go to fei lun hai auto le.. suan le.. i have to complete everything.. haish..
another thing is my assignment.. CHN presentation totally SUX.. she keep rush us thru and she skip a lot of our slides and stuffs.. she din do tat to the other groups.. wat is tat.. she is totally tooo over.. we prepared it for so long and our presentation is like only less than 10mins.. she tot we are wasting her time jus bcos her projector simply cant work.. it is not our fault man.. and next thing is I DIN EVEN OPEN MY MOUTH!!! this is not call presentation.. i am very very ANGRY!!! i dun wish to spell out the name who i am angry wit.. but i jus damn angry la.. i din even hav a chance to talk and it wil affect my marks!!! u jus sum up everything and den leaving me there staring in the blank.. i was totally stun when she sum up the whole presentation.. and she jus said din u see her face.. she alrdy trying to rush us.. i nearly burst out in tears.. i alrdy feel scared when it was my turn to talk but lecturer jus ask us to fast forward.. when i decided to speak abt tat... u jus skip thru me and end the presentation.. will my result get affected??? i so worried tat i might FAIL this module.. i dunno who should i blame.. MYSELF??? this is totally unbearable.. many things are hidden inside me except for some ppl who noe.. they have been listening to me complaining and complaining.. one day i will break down man.. if one day u see me crying out loud suddenly den u should noe why.. leen suggested having a debrief after every assignments.. and she wanted me to voice out everything and not jus keep quiet.. i promise.. hopefully it will be alright and everything will be taken note of ba..
ARGHZ!!! i have been suffering from ytd man.. my nose is totally blocked and i cant breathe la.. it is terrible.. today is worse la.. my voice change in the morning.. when in the afternoon my voice was a bit ok.. but my nose start to block until very jia lat.. now i totally is suffocating.. both my nose is blocked and i had a hard time breathing.. wat the hell.. tat day go town rain la.. see la.. all illness coming in le la.. and this is soo stupid.. i rather cough or other thing dou bu yao block nose.. running nose nvm.. BUT NOT BLOCKED!! pray hard that i will recover tml ba.. *pray*
i did read thru for cd1.3.. but everything jus cant get inside my brain and ended up.. i cant rmb anything when i was doing the test.. as a result, i fail badly for my test.. imagine man.. 8/30!?!?! wat is tat??? yvonne is really doing smth which is out of control.. exam is coming and i jus simply cant get anything inside.. and this is so stupid.. my mind simply isnt working and many many assignments coming up next.. i have to hand in a major assignments on 29 jan and 31 jan respectively.. it contribute 50% to my overall man.. and currently still starting to rush thru it.. den 30 jan have to set up the learning corners and i haven start preparing.. i guess i wun be able to go to fei lun hai auto le.. suan le.. i have to complete everything.. haish..
another thing is my assignment.. CHN presentation totally SUX.. she keep rush us thru and she skip a lot of our slides and stuffs.. she din do tat to the other groups.. wat is tat.. she is totally tooo over.. we prepared it for so long and our presentation is like only less than 10mins.. she tot we are wasting her time jus bcos her projector simply cant work.. it is not our fault man.. and next thing is I DIN EVEN OPEN MY MOUTH!!! this is not call presentation.. i am very very ANGRY!!! i dun wish to spell out the name who i am angry wit.. but i jus damn angry la.. i din even hav a chance to talk and it wil affect my marks!!! u jus sum up everything and den leaving me there staring in the blank.. i was totally stun when she sum up the whole presentation.. and she jus said din u see her face.. she alrdy trying to rush us.. i nearly burst out in tears.. i alrdy feel scared when it was my turn to talk but lecturer jus ask us to fast forward.. when i decided to speak abt tat... u jus skip thru me and end the presentation.. will my result get affected??? i so worried tat i might FAIL this module.. i dunno who should i blame.. MYSELF??? this is totally unbearable.. many things are hidden inside me except for some ppl who noe.. they have been listening to me complaining and complaining.. one day i will break down man.. if one day u see me crying out loud suddenly den u should noe why.. leen suggested having a debrief after every assignments.. and she wanted me to voice out everything and not jus keep quiet.. i promise.. hopefully it will be alright and everything will be taken note of ba..
ARGHZ!!! i have been suffering from ytd man.. my nose is totally blocked and i cant breathe la.. it is terrible.. today is worse la.. my voice change in the morning.. when in the afternoon my voice was a bit ok.. but my nose start to block until very jia lat.. now i totally is suffocating.. both my nose is blocked and i had a hard time breathing.. wat the hell.. tat day go town rain la.. see la.. all illness coming in le la.. and this is soo stupid.. i rather cough or other thing dou bu yao block nose.. running nose nvm.. BUT NOT BLOCKED!! pray hard that i will recover tml ba.. *pray*
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