haish.. early morning wake up alicia sms me no need to meet for assignment due to personal prob.. i din question much and continue telling her it ok nvm.. i went back to sleep.. and woke up only at 11plus.. sms xinyi oso.. today such a happening day for me.. my day was not bright.. i living in miserable now.. i dunno wat to do.. sooo happening.. i am lost..
why all this things is coming to me?? i dunno wat is going on.. is seems like i told a lie today.. a lie is told by me.. how am i going to face it man.. A LIE!!!!
yvonne!! u told a lie.. u are a bad ger..tis is not rite.. why should i lie? hiding my feelin towards the matter??? arghz.. i had enough.. why am i crying for continuous 3days?? why why?? crying got use meh?? aaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!wat is going on?? it doesnt seems like me at all.. everything is so stressful.. and i cant take it anymore..
**sorry rain.. i din kn tat things can jus pop out suddenly.. my dad din inform me at all.. he today den tell me.. so i got no choice... and i promise i wun again.. i kn wat i did is wrong.. but i will still go on sun.. i kn u are currently angry wit me.. but i dunno wat i can do.. all i can is to say SORRY.. very very sorry.. i not purposely de..**
*~*friendship is killin me too..*~*
i dunno wat is going on wit me today.. is like everything seems unreal to me.. i hav no rite to blame anyone but wat can i do?? everything jus dun seems to be true today.. and so many jus pop out out of no where.. wat is going on.. why am i suffering from all tis?? can someone pls tell me wat to do and lead me to somewhere i can be happier and lively?? can i return to the past whereby nth come to me.. can i???
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