Saturday, December 30, 2006

wat should i start posting???

totally moodless in everythin.. and it shouldnt be the case... haish..

today is ANE 12 gathering.. and everything dun seems to start off wit a perfect and happy mood.. everyone especially the in-charge kinda stress.. haish.. we worried tat food will not be enough for all.. so yeeshan called SQ and he bought another 5 packets of hotdog and crab stick each.. luckily enough.. the food was finish but i guess those in-charge din eat much ba.. cos they are kinda stress.. but i must admit i did eat.. cos when i sit ard wit robin they all.. i ate when food arrived to us..

but tis was not the main point.. haish.. i was totally lost when someone told me something.. my mind was like huh true?? how true can it be.. i went to sit at the slide alone.. sockping did come to me.. she noe how i feel.. and she went to say someone for telling me all tis things especially during a fun event.. he came over and said sorry to me cos he tot i knew abt it.. but den.. it ok.. since u said le.. nth can turn back when u said smth out.. haish.. fine.. i was totally moody.. called xinyi and talked for awhile.. but it seems nth happened overall.. haish..

ok.. throw this stupid mood of mine aside and den i started playing and having fun wit my participants.. but.. another one came.. tis surely and definitely make me more moodless den the previous one..

i noe.. i made everyone moodless and u are angry.. and most impt is.. my poly frenz are not as impt as u all.. and u noe how hurt i was when u said tat.. and i dunno wat else i can do.. I DUNNO WAT I AM TALKIN LA!!! TREAT ME AS TALKIN SHIT!!!! I GOT NO MOOD TO WRITE LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

both matters make me sad and hurt.. as for the first one.. i dunno who are talking the true.. haish.. asked another person and he said ya cos ppl oso tell him abt it.. ok fine.. and i currently trying my best to forget everything.. even the L*** for him.. cos i dun wish to get another hurt.. cos tis is painful.. second matter make me feel damn moody and i dunno wat i am going to say.. I DUNNO!!!!!

anyway.. D***** requested to meet up on 1jan.. and i din agree.. he requested 31dec.. i oso din agree.. so.. tis shall go on...

some pics taken during ANE 12 gathering BBQ..

me and ivan...
me and junwei.. and he give me stupid face.. sob..
me and shunqiang.. hoho.. qiuwen went toilet so i take.. haha.. kidding..
me and sockping while waiting for the BBQ food to come..
me and victor..
me and qiuwen.. take when ppl busy cleaning while i taking pics..
me and evelyn... smile smile..
me and jasmine.. smile smile..
me and robin when he going home.. heeeeee....

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