today is a very sleepy day for me.. i was feeling soo sleepy and nearly fall asleep during class.. but i tried my best to stay awake.. by copying the necessary stuffs.. yvonne today so guai.. she copied notes.. haha..
den today kinda like some part of the day i was so quiet cos i wan sleep ma.. haha.. anyway.. discuss assignments again today.. oh gosh.. can i stop all assgnments man.. haish..
yup.. today got a shocking news.. tat is my frenz went stead wit a guy le.. haish.. i dunno whether i should say it is a good news or bad news.. i hope she is happy wit wat she wan.. but on the other hand.. a person will be deeply hurt.. both are my frenz.. why is all tis happening man.. a guy like someone for nearly 5yrs.. the ger dun give him an ans even though he confessed his lurv to her.. and jus recently.. a guy appeared in front of her.. and now they are tgt.. the other one will be suffering.. he does not know the truth.. should we tell him wat is happening?? or should he be kept in black?? arghz.. dfficult decision.. he once said tat it is not fair.. and he oso knew tat guy is appearing in her vision.. but there is nth much he can do.. praying hard that he will be fine after everything.. but now.. we hav problems.. should we tell him now?? haish.. i am so worry.. i worry he might burst.. i oso dunno why.. tis is damn hurting la.. i experience it b4.. i know the pain.. haish.. it so hurting to tell him the ans.. but he must kn the ans.. arghz..
wat should be our conclusion for tis?? nv believe in lurv.. lurv one can be short.. waiting for an ans is long.. it will be very very hurting.. =(((((((
i noe wat i wan.. but i dunno wat to do.. i am stuck in the middle of the track and soon.. i will be knock down by the train.. and i shall be die.. haish.. i dun wish to stay on.. many things make me feel depressed.. i am stress and tired.. i cant bother anymore.. i wan to leave tis world to a very very far place.. no one know me and i can live happily.. but b4 tat.. wash away all my memories.. i will be a new person again..
i hate the world.. it is always rotatin.. and days by days.. time by time.. all passing soo fast.. haish.. things are meant to be kept as a secret.. i shall keep tis inside me forever.. even the day i die.. i hope he will be fine and he will he happy..
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