Wednesday, December 06, 2006
wat is going on today man.. wah piangz.. i feel damn tired.. but i tried my very best to keep myself awake.. hand in my ppcm assignment and everything is done.. left my cs1.2 de assignment.. need edit some and hand in on mon.. and den i will be done for this term.. need to start on my new assignment again man.. wah.. stress sia.. aaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan to cry le..
anyway.. today is a very emo day for me.. i was soo stress up by all the things.. and wat the hell.. everything doesnt seems to stop lo.. adding on and on.. this nv stop.. i feel like crying.. leen cried during myc lesson.. she cried i got a shock.. i saw her crying.. i felt damn upset and i nearly cried wit her.. but i nv.. i kn if i cried wit her.. she will oso cried until both of us got a swollen eyes.. haish.. my mind wasnt clear and dunno wat to do when i saw her crying.. i simply dragged her out of the class and asked her to sit down.. we had a very short talk and i found out she find all this stress too.. frenzship is killing everyone..
i totally feel so burst out suddenly.. everything come so fast and this made me hate it alot.. why she tanish all her images in front of me and making me feel so disgusted.. she totally did thins which i saw it stupid.. fancy telling ppl wat we did and it seems so childish to me.. why cant jus settle the prob within ourselves?? do u have to involve the rest?? i find it soo hurt and irritating too.. oh gosh.. i hate myself for saying all these but i find it necessary to say everything out.. although i din find anything worthwhile.. i still treat everyone nicely.. arghz.. suan le.. i dun elaborate everything le.. u jus hav to kn wat u done totally make me feel disgusted and hurt.. plus it increase my negative view abt u.. i might seems stupid to say this out.. but this is jus my feeling.. i wan cry..
when i was on bus going to cck lot 1.. i told xinyi everything.. she told me everything need 2 hands to clap.. if u are the only one clapping.. give it up.. cos it wun work out well.. she told me alot of things.. actually i should thank her for tellin me all tis.. and oso thank her for staying wit me listenin to me when i was down and helpless.. sometimes she oso had to accompany whenever i need her by my side.. she din complain abt everything.. she even willing to share wit me my problems.. thank you ger ger.. lurv ya lot lot.. hehe.. =)))
anyway.. today leen, her bf, cindy and me went to lot 1 again.. why am i always going to lot 1?? lolx.. leen and her bf wanted to eat sakae.. so me and cindy went in tgt too.. i was so tempted.. so in the end.. i order 1 set of sushi and 1 set of tako yaki.. den after eating.. i still feel like eating sushi.. in the end.. i ate 1 more set of sushi.. hehe.. yum yum.. oh ya.. THANK to leen bf.. cos he treat me eat sushi.. wanted to pay him back.. but he dun wan.. thank thank.. *leen if u see tis help me tell your bf ar.. =))* and ah ma bought me a rose.. hoho.. thank ah ma too.. =)) i lurv my frenz lot lot..
YvOnNe pray hard that all her frenz will live in their wonderland and no harm and nonsense come to all my frenz.. i really lurv all my frenz and i will treat them all like my own family.. i lurv ya!!! *muackzz*
anyway.. today is a very emo day for me.. i was soo stress up by all the things.. and wat the hell.. everything doesnt seems to stop lo.. adding on and on.. this nv stop.. i feel like crying.. leen cried during myc lesson.. she cried i got a shock.. i saw her crying.. i felt damn upset and i nearly cried wit her.. but i nv.. i kn if i cried wit her.. she will oso cried until both of us got a swollen eyes.. haish.. my mind wasnt clear and dunno wat to do when i saw her crying.. i simply dragged her out of the class and asked her to sit down.. we had a very short talk and i found out she find all this stress too.. frenzship is killing everyone..
i totally feel so burst out suddenly.. everything come so fast and this made me hate it alot.. why she tanish all her images in front of me and making me feel so disgusted.. she totally did thins which i saw it stupid.. fancy telling ppl wat we did and it seems so childish to me.. why cant jus settle the prob within ourselves?? do u have to involve the rest?? i find it soo hurt and irritating too.. oh gosh.. i hate myself for saying all these but i find it necessary to say everything out.. although i din find anything worthwhile.. i still treat everyone nicely.. arghz.. suan le.. i dun elaborate everything le.. u jus hav to kn wat u done totally make me feel disgusted and hurt.. plus it increase my negative view abt u.. i might seems stupid to say this out.. but this is jus my feeling.. i wan cry..
when i was on bus going to cck lot 1.. i told xinyi everything.. she told me everything need 2 hands to clap.. if u are the only one clapping.. give it up.. cos it wun work out well.. she told me alot of things.. actually i should thank her for tellin me all tis.. and oso thank her for staying wit me listenin to me when i was down and helpless.. sometimes she oso had to accompany whenever i need her by my side.. she din complain abt everything.. she even willing to share wit me my problems.. thank you ger ger.. lurv ya lot lot.. hehe.. =)))
anyway.. today leen, her bf, cindy and me went to lot 1 again.. why am i always going to lot 1?? lolx.. leen and her bf wanted to eat sakae.. so me and cindy went in tgt too.. i was so tempted.. so in the end.. i order 1 set of sushi and 1 set of tako yaki.. den after eating.. i still feel like eating sushi.. in the end.. i ate 1 more set of sushi.. hehe.. yum yum.. oh ya.. THANK to leen bf.. cos he treat me eat sushi.. wanted to pay him back.. but he dun wan.. thank thank.. *leen if u see tis help me tell your bf ar.. =))* and ah ma bought me a rose.. hoho.. thank ah ma too.. =)) i lurv my frenz lot lot..
YvOnNe pray hard that all her frenz will live in their wonderland and no harm and nonsense come to all my frenz.. i really lurv all my frenz and i will treat them all like my own family.. i lurv ya!!! *muackzz*
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