Friday, December 29, 2006

me and cindy bro terrence.. he so cute.. hehe..
me and bizhen..
hoho.. me and eileen.. she sooo pretty after perming her hair..
me and qingling... act cute ar.. haha..
me and shuling.. hoho.. smile smile..

wah piangz.. internet got lot of probs.. and i FINALLY managed to get into blogspot and post my blog.. wahaha.. happy..

27 dec 2006
yup.. today finally i had a free day.. but i was disturb by jazz de phone call.. cos the day before i promise to go party world wit her and some of the guys.. but when she called.. i last min pang seh her.. i was far too tired.. i simply cant pull myself up.. i told her i dun wan to go le.. she was kinda upset.. den she kept asking me to go.. but i was too jian jue.. i told her sorry and den we hang call.. later she sms me telling me the guys not going le.. LOL!! she woke up so early for fun.. diaoz.. later i went back to sleep.. i woke up at 1plus.. and again.. by jazz.. this time she asked me go to cwp.. LOL.. but i dun wan.. i need to do projects.. so we din go in the end.. and most stupid things was.. i cant sign in msn.. and so i cant ask my frenz to send me the assignments thingy.. and there it goes my free day.. no assignments on tat day and i was watching tv.. until nite time.. i finally managed to sign in and started doing my assignments.. but i only did one.. and tat is my FP1.2 de.. haish..
anway.. tw got earthquake.. and it seems very very serious.. haish.. i oso dunno wat to say.. i hope all the ppl at tw are fine and my internet get back to it original soon.. praying hard...

28 dec 2006
went to centre today.. awaken by binn yi msg telling me she had no keys to go out.. and she cant made it to centre today.. haish.. so sianz.. so in the end.. i went alone.. anyway.. today was quite boring.. din do much.. all along was playin anfd playin wit the children.. haish.. it seems the only way.. but i was very very tired.. my eyes felt like closing.. den nvm i tried my best to open it.. playing wit castell all seems fun.. haha.. we built houses tgt too.. fun fun.. den mdm goh gave me chocolate today.. yum yum..

after attachment went home for awhile den come out again.. cos i had a meeting wit the GLs at cck.. so went there.. but... when i reached no one arrived.. i called jasper and he told me he jus woke up.. omg.. imagine.. i was all alone.. haish.. den called chengboon on one ans.. called yeeshan she was still at home.. nvm.. i went to lot 1 to walk.. and nth to see.. so i went in library.. awhile yeeshan came and we bought the stuffs and we went to limbang mall.. waited for jasper and chengboon.. ard 5plus everything was settled and we went back to lot 1 to buy some stuffs.. bought everything and i went back home..

i was very very sianz.. nth for me to do.. internet loadin slow.. and causing me losing lot and lot of patience.. haish..

tml mummy and bro wun be in sg le.. and i am all alone in the family.. daddy wun be coming home cos he got nite duty.. and i hate tis terribly.. i dun wan tis to be happening.. no one at home.. life isnt tat simple afterall.. i cried.. i am scared.. i dun like to be alone at home.. i noe shouldnt be scare cos overall tis is my house.. why am i scare?? but i jus dun like it when my house is empty.. i wan stay out.. i dun wan come back to a house all empty.. and futhermore it had been raining for weeks.. when will it stop.. raining make me feel more upset.. many things are hidden inside my heart and i dun dare to say it out.. i got no one to share wit me.. i wanted to voice it out.. but i simply dun dare.. it harms each other more when i voice it out.. many things shall be bury wit me when i die.. and I DUN WAN TO BE ALONE!!!!!! EMPTY!!!!!!

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