Wednesday, November 29, 2006

today din go sch.. early morning wake up abit headache and den i feel sooo tired.. so i decided not to go sch.. and leen called me.. i din pick up.. i sms her and she told me qingling oso not going sch.. cos fever.. hmm.. actually tot of going to sch de.. but it seems like i am soooo tired and my head is soo pain.. altot thought of not going ppcm lecture but in the end i din.. hmmm.. sorry..

woke up at 11plus.. den leen called.. she told me alot of things.. shall not disclose.. only me and leen kn.. and xinyi kn cos i approach her and asked her wat to do.. haish.. i am alrdy sooo tired and i still need to worry alot.. why cant i relax and enjoy?? xinyi said i care too much.. some things are beyond my control.. but i still continue to care abt it.. but i dunno wat i should do.. i dun wish to see each other splitting up and conflicts happen.. friendship is a big problem to me.. why cant i hav a wonderful friendship?? things usually happen b4 i even step in.. why why?? tis is kinda unfair to me.. why should i be the one havin all tis prob?? i am sick and i am emo today.. not cos of sick den emo.. is cos i realise i am not a good frenz.. and i am not a good sista.. things which i can control i din go and control it.. but when things are beyond my control i jus wan to control it.. YVONNE!!!! u are only capable of blur and naive.. when will u wake up and see the true self of the others!!! dun be naive anymore.. no one will be there for u to help u when u continue to be naive and blur..

me and junri.. my participant... hoho..

me and felicia.. my participant too.. =))

my bro today sooo guai.. hehe.. mummy went to ah ma hse today and only back on fri.. leaving me.. bro and cousin at home.. bro soo good today.. i din ask him to go da bao food and he auto go buy.. and he even buy for me rice wit no chilli.. when i asked him he said i sore throat cannot eat chilli.. TOUCHED!!!! my bro jing ran do all this today.. so surprise!!! he even hang the clothes for me which is suppose to be done by me.. hoho.. something must be happening.. wahaha..

tml no morning lesson as got dunno wat red camp.. but i meetin qingling and alicia to do project.. hmm.. fri oso no lesson.. but going sch to discuss big book.. haish.. so many things to do.. den sat going to the wat bb primers de things.. need overnite in sch.. haish..

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