today.. i finally hav enuff sleep le.. hehe.. i woke up at 12.30pm neh.. wahaha.. so clever rite.. hehe.. finally sia.. but i guess i goin to sleep late again.. and soon i will collapse again le.. hmph.. today wake up ard 1plus jiu start cleanin my room.. if i nv clean today.. u will see my dead body tml sia.. my mummy is naggin and naggin tat my room is in a mess.. hmph.. no choice la.. den i put all my sec 5 de books to e top cupboard.. and my idols posters into e cupboard.. den i hav a lot of free space.. hehe.. put my poly de books and files into e cupboard too.. hehe.. now i see my roon so neat and tidy.. wahaha.. happy neh.. lolx.. den clean until 4plus den online lo.. talk talk awhile den 5plus bath and eat dinner liao.. cos hungry le.. hehe.. den after tat jiu see my goong.. but i only manage to see 1 ep only.. hmph.. cos after tat i went online again.. hehe.. den send xinyi those pics for e dreamweaver.. cos she needed it.. hmm.. den after tat 7plus went to pasar malam wit mummy.. godma.. and my godsis.. hmm.. eat e bing bang and siew mai.. lolx.. fattenin.. hmm.. tml must climb stairs liao.. -_- hehe.. wahaha.. jus now godma say i slim down again.. lolx.. but i think still e same neh.. haish..
hmm.. suddenly.. i oso dunno why.. i keep thinkin abt smth.. dunno why.. b4 i went to bed ytd.. my mind was like very bothering.. i dunno why.. i suddenly hav a feelin to cry out.. but den i manage to store it back inside my eyes.. so i din cry.. i am a strong gal.. =) but it seems tat my mental is breakin down somehow.. it had been 2weeks.. 2weeks.. everything seems to pass tooo fast liao.. passin fast izit good for me.. i jus wan to stop at a time and it wun continue.. sometimes i wish the time would jus go back.. and stop at the moment i decided to join a cca.. if i din join tat cca.. everything will not be the same le.. maybe i can be much more happier den now.. somehow.. i was thinkin.. i should acc xinyi to a place ytd.. if i din go.. maybe my mind wun wonder off today.. life is so unpredictable.. sometimes i am happy sometimes i am sad.. haish.. askin ppl not to emo.. but i myself start to emo.. wat is tis.. arghz.. i shouldnt do tis..
VoN.. stop it.. stop thinkin so much.. everything wun turn back.. u hav to move forward.. u hav to hav to!!!!!!! tis is an order!!! turning back will only make u sad.. why not jus move forward and let everything be memories.. but i jus cant do it.. i am tired.. wat should i do.. haish.. life sux!!
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