Sunday, November 19, 2006

wah!!! proud.. cos i finally finish my myc and part of my fp de assignment le.. the cog part i need to go back to centre on tue to ask my child to draw it for me again.. hmmm.. hope she willing to draw for me again oh.. hehe..

yup.. jus now call the participants for the camp le.. and one of them told me that she is not going for the camp le.. she claim that she alrdy inform the management.. hmmm.. nvm den.. den still got 2 i cant get thru their fone.. haish..

kinda quite worry abt the camp neh.. afraid that things might crop up and affect the whole camp.. hmm.. so worry.. den feelin quite sad.. cos i dunno whether i really can survive thru ma.. arghz.. haish.. i am very very worry neh.. hmmm.. wat should i do neh?? hoho.. no one can ans this qn of mine neh.. =\\\\\

tml is the start of a brand new week.. and i hav been like still struck in the last few weeks.. wat should i do to make myself move forward?? it seems to be like i am struck forever.. and alot of things i simply cant let it off from my hands.. many many things.. they are coming back to me again and again.. and i cant afford to make myself think and solve it out.. my brain has been fully used.. all i can is to keep myself busy and forget abt everything first.. but when i am break free.. this prob tends to come back and disturb me.. i am bother.. i dunno wat to do.. i cant let my thoughts flow well.. i kept everything inside me.. and tis made me very difficult to survive.. tis blog is mine.. why am i soo worry and trying to keep everything inside me?? there are certain things which i simply dun wish to blog it out and things which are not able to be blog.. tis kind of life simply sux and i dun like it.. why is my life soo saddening and why cant i hav a life which is good and lively?? why?? why lao tian ye must give me all the pain i suffers?? the happiness u give me is sooo little.. not i wan complain.. but it is really so unfair.. and i am jus a simple ger who wish to hav a simple life without any terrible problems.. i wan i wan i wan~~~ to live happily forever!!! but i simply cant!!!!

hen xiang hen xiang da sheng de ku chu lai!!! wo lei le.. i dun wan to continue tis kind of life anymore.. but i simply cant make it..

*u can jus tell me u simply dun lurv me anymore!!!*

*but i wan tell u i hate u...*

*but can u give me a little chance???*

*i jus wan to say... i dunno wat u really wan....*

jus some simply sentences think by me.. cos i tooo upset le..

i took pics!! wit my cousin cos i jus cut my fringe.. and i look like nerd...

some ppl say this pics i looked soooo tan.. lolx.. but i din go anywhere and i din edit.. sob sob.. i ben lai jiu hen tan de ma..

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