Tuesday, October 17, 2006
why everytime i see the ppl entry my heart is like having a big stone sittin over it?? i dunno lo.. i only ask for simple things and it can nv turn out to be good.. i hate ppl givin a promise but later break it.. tis is all i call empty promise.. and i hate empty promise.. actually there is alot of things i can say which leads to all tis unhappiness in me.. but i bu xiang jiang cos i guess ppl will be coming to say me or to an wei me.. i dun wan.. i only wat to keep tis to myself.. MYSELF!!! narrow passage way of mine.. but all tis feeling bother me alot.. keepin it to myself will eventually hurt me more den ever.. i dunno la.. but to me.. i still need to keep abit of low profile in tis case.. i guess many ppl are reading tis blog ba.. so.. keep it down.. but i am really hen nan shou neh.. hen xiang shout it out la.. i wan to forget abt everyting.. but i jus cant.. i wan to forget him and give up.. but i jus cant.. images of him is still pestering me.. i wan to tell him how much i like him and how much i wish to be wit him.. but i dun hav the courage.. lurvin a ppl is so so so difficult.. i wonder how ppl can lurv a ppl.. maybe really a special force pull them tgt ba.. haish.. i really dunno wat i should do neh.. i wan to disappear in tis world.. heaven is makin fun of me.. they let me hav a feelin to lurv a ppl.. but they oso make me to always being sad.. haish.. but i cant blame them la.. at least they give me alot of frenz ard me.. forget abt those unhappy things le.. shall blog on my first day of sch..
today start sch le.. wake up at 5.50am la.. damn early.. den bath.. make hair all den jiu come out le.. meet shuling at ard 7am at her hse there de bus stop.. den travel to sch.. den reach sch first lesson is juliana de lesson.. den quite bored.. as usual we start our chattin on foolscap again.. haha.. den chat and chat.. 2hrs plsu gone.. next lesson.. cs1.2.. lolx.. new teacher.. mr philip.. he is funny la.. but hor.. abit .... la.. dun wan say out la.. u kn i kn can le.. haha.. den after tat break la.. 3hrs neh.. den we went to KAP lo.. eat mac.. den hor.. i eat french fries la.. the salt touches my ulcer.. and u kn wat.. IT WAS DAMN PAINFUL lo.. den after tat quickly drink water to ease the pain la.. den after tat more worse.. i bite onto the ulcer la.. and it was SUPER painful!!!!! i almost shout out lo.. but i did shout abit la.. den my whole mouth like so "ma" la.. after staying at KAP for almost 3hrs.. we took bus back to sch.. haha.. den went for komala de CHN lecture.. lucky still ok.. haha.. not as boring as cd1.2 la.. haha.. after lesson alrdy 5plus in the afternoon le.. so went home after tat.. tml no FP.. cos FP only start on the 3rd week.. yippee.. but i miss my children.. hopefully i can still stay in the same class ba.. *PRAY HARD*
today start sch le.. wake up at 5.50am la.. damn early.. den bath.. make hair all den jiu come out le.. meet shuling at ard 7am at her hse there de bus stop.. den travel to sch.. den reach sch first lesson is juliana de lesson.. den quite bored.. as usual we start our chattin on foolscap again.. haha.. den chat and chat.. 2hrs plsu gone.. next lesson.. cs1.2.. lolx.. new teacher.. mr philip.. he is funny la.. but hor.. abit .... la.. dun wan say out la.. u kn i kn can le.. haha.. den after tat break la.. 3hrs neh.. den we went to KAP lo.. eat mac.. den hor.. i eat french fries la.. the salt touches my ulcer.. and u kn wat.. IT WAS DAMN PAINFUL lo.. den after tat quickly drink water to ease the pain la.. den after tat more worse.. i bite onto the ulcer la.. and it was SUPER painful!!!!! i almost shout out lo.. but i did shout abit la.. den my whole mouth like so "ma" la.. after staying at KAP for almost 3hrs.. we took bus back to sch.. haha.. den went for komala de CHN lecture.. lucky still ok.. haha.. not as boring as cd1.2 la.. haha.. after lesson alrdy 5plus in the afternoon le.. so went home after tat.. tml no FP.. cos FP only start on the 3rd week.. yippee.. but i miss my children.. hopefully i can still stay in the same class ba.. *PRAY HARD*
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