Saturday, October 14, 2006
so many days nv online to blog le.. miss me rite.. haiz.. but my days were not good.. everyday same routine.. den now my hands got one very very big de blue black.. still nvm.. swollen sia.. i oso dunno when i got tat blue black.. but it is damn painful la.. lolx.. den alot of mosquito bites oso.. so stupid.. wait sure got scar de.. i dun wna la.. sob sob..
haiz.. i guess i really shouldnt go visit ppl de blog le.. esp tat ppl de blog.. cos got relation de.. haiz.. visit le me more sad.. see ppl de blog i feel so uneasy.. i really hurt alot lo.. get to kn more and more things abt tat ppl who will find him de.. tis hurt alot alot lo.. especailly when u kn things which u shouldnt kn.. when i first saw the sentence my heart like kinda stop beating.. pain.. really very very pain.. den i dunno wat i should do sia.. rain say tell him now ans will still be the same like i ask him tat qn.. but dun tell him now wait tml i wake up he say he got gf liao.. den wat should i do.. i dunno la.. i really feel jealous la.. cos he always like ignore me de.. so lo.. i am scare.. den sometimes.. i really hate going to my cousin.. esp when her bf is ard.. it increase my jealousy lvl.. i dunno why.. maybe cos now i dun hav it ba.. seeing her lying on his shoulder make me feel uneasy.. really hopin one day i can oso lie on my bf de shoulder.. see them play wit each other oso.. arghz.. life sux man.. i really hen xiang tan lian ai.. but wit who.. him?? how long must i wait?? how long??
den jus now ting come to me.. she fan oso.. cos of a guy oso.. haiz.. i guess maybe ting and tat guy will be tgt de.. so ting dun worry k.. wo hui zhu fu ni de.. dun ever drag tis.. cos it will be more hurtin.. see me as an example ba.. so.. jia you le.. believe in yourself and tat guy..
tis really add on to my fan.. why am i suffering all tis?? i am SUX in lurv matter man.. shouldnt come to me.. if i am good den i will be brave enough to tell tat ppl i like him le.. so dun depend on me too much to give u a good ans to tat lurv matter.. i guess i myself oso need to think abt it le.. if not.. die le.. =((((
haiz.. i guess i really shouldnt go visit ppl de blog le.. esp tat ppl de blog.. cos got relation de.. haiz.. visit le me more sad.. see ppl de blog i feel so uneasy.. i really hurt alot lo.. get to kn more and more things abt tat ppl who will find him de.. tis hurt alot alot lo.. especailly when u kn things which u shouldnt kn.. when i first saw the sentence my heart like kinda stop beating.. pain.. really very very pain.. den i dunno wat i should do sia.. rain say tell him now ans will still be the same like i ask him tat qn.. but dun tell him now wait tml i wake up he say he got gf liao.. den wat should i do.. i dunno la.. i really feel jealous la.. cos he always like ignore me de.. so lo.. i am scare.. den sometimes.. i really hate going to my cousin.. esp when her bf is ard.. it increase my jealousy lvl.. i dunno why.. maybe cos now i dun hav it ba.. seeing her lying on his shoulder make me feel uneasy.. really hopin one day i can oso lie on my bf de shoulder.. see them play wit each other oso.. arghz.. life sux man.. i really hen xiang tan lian ai.. but wit who.. him?? how long must i wait?? how long??
den jus now ting come to me.. she fan oso.. cos of a guy oso.. haiz.. i guess maybe ting and tat guy will be tgt de.. so ting dun worry k.. wo hui zhu fu ni de.. dun ever drag tis.. cos it will be more hurtin.. see me as an example ba.. so.. jia you le.. believe in yourself and tat guy..
tis really add on to my fan.. why am i suffering all tis?? i am SUX in lurv matter man.. shouldnt come to me.. if i am good den i will be brave enough to tell tat ppl i like him le.. so dun depend on me too much to give u a good ans to tat lurv matter.. i guess i myself oso need to think abt it le.. if not.. die le.. =((((
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