Monday, October 23, 2006
haha.. ytd i guess i did smth really brave ba.. i told him le and he alrdy kn tat i like him.. he say to be frenz first.. i told rain.. she say maybe i might stand a chance.. but i dunno.. haha.. everything is like so unreal now.. den i oso dunno how long must i still be waiting la.. maybe one day he might eventually hav a gf and den me stand no chance.. everything is possible de.. but after i told him tat.. i feel so relieve.. and i am happy oso.. my mood is like so freely not like last time.. haha.. all thank to ytd ting and weeling de scoldin ar.. they scold me alot la.. den i still very stubborn dun wan listen to them.. so in the end i choose to tell him the truth.. and wei le tis i slept at 1plus ytd and wake up at 5plus in the morning.. lesson time i was so tired.. but i cant sleep.. haiz.. den today after our break when heading to class.. we wait for lift la.. den qingling was pointin lift come le.. so i jus turn la.. den he came out.. and i nearly bang onto him.. is like so near la.. den he say hello to us.. and i reply me wit a hi.. lolx.. i told ting abt it.. and she say i grow le.. i become brave le.. cos if is last time.. i still rmb when my frenz make up story abt me and another guy.. i from den on nv talk to tat guy le.. i now jing ran can still talk to him la.. and i still dare to ask him out.. haha.. brave me rite?? cos i really wish to be wiit him.. really.. really.. but ppl might say my chances are still very low.. but i dun mind.. cos at least i let him kn my feelin towards him.. he say i am not wrong in expressin myself.. so maybe he is rite.. haha.. den today ask him whether wan go movie tml ma.. but he not free so he ask me go watch.. lolx.. nvm den.. haha.. i really think he is a nice guy la.. i dunno why i think tis way.. altot sometimes kinda hurt by him but sometimes see him alrdy happy le.. i will be still waiting for his ans ba.. haha.. nv see b4 a gal going after a guy ba?? lolx.. maybe to some of my frenz tis is the first time seein me like tis neh.. lurv is so powerful... tat all i can say le.. haha.. i so tired neh.. sleepy.. jus now talk to ting alot on the bus oso.. den i saw tat guy which wan jio ting de.. haha.. ok la.. he look ok.. den to me his char should be good ba.. haha.. so ting ar.. dun drag le oh.. tis is my advise.. den told ting everything.. she say since i alrdy do tat so she can only wei wo jia you.. haha.. thank ting ar.. hehe.. and sorry la.. cos of me den hai ni and him cant go dinner tgt.. sorry.. bu yao guai wo la.. i only wan to talk talk to u ma.. feel relieve after talkin to ting oso.. altot ytd she scold me until like siao la.. den we go eat long john silver.. after eating shop awhile den i realise my wei bu shi hen hao neh.. maybe eat too full le.. den went home le lo.. den reach home slack abit go bath.. bath le jiu wan go toilet.. diarrhoe.. so xing ku.. den after tat jiu start to gastric pain le.. wah.. pain sia.. arghz.. lao mao bing.. xi guan le.. den come online find ppl talk talk.. but hor.. realise most ppl who i can talk and disturb de not ard la.. haiyo.. stupid.. den so sianz lo.. so come blog lo.. haha.. bleah.. WaItInG fOr U~~
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