Monday, September 25, 2006
haiz.. wat should i say.. e and bf are ok now.. everything go back to usual.. and if not wrong c and her dar oso patch le.. i guess tis is how powerful lurv is ba.. maybe i should say tis is true lurv ba.. u nv kn..
but now i am afraid.. i afraid things will not goign to be like tis.. someone keep tellin me to tell him the truth tat i like him.. but i dun dare.. i dun wan to face the truth.. i am dan xiao.. wo buu gan mian dui xian shi ye bu yao zhi dao ta de da an.. ying wei wo hai pa.. wo hai pa nian peng you dou mei de zuo.. recently.. he hav been like tat past.. treatin me very coldly.. i dunno why.. ytd he was not in good mood.. and he talk to me as if i made him angry or wat.. i am very angry and hurt abt it.. i dunno wat to do.. i cant tell anyone.. all i can is to man yuan abt it to sq and rain and even ting.. but they cant help me.. tis kind of feeling hurt.. sq scolded me and say i cant always like tis.. but wat can i do.. my feelin is all mix up.. i dunno whether wat i do is correct.. seein ppl havin difficulties in relationship i will tell them to be jian qiang.. no guys we oso can leave.. but tis is not how i feel inside me.. i really wish tat there is someone beside me.. cos i hate being alone.. arghz.. i dunno why today i so sad.. i dunno.. i only kn i need to say out everything.. if not i will break down.. tml yilin celebrate her bdae.. she ask me ask him along.. i ask him.. he say see how.. den no reply le.. i sms him he no reply.. i dun wan call him.. cos i am afraid of knowin the ans which i might break into tears.. he dun wan reply me.. cos last time he alrdy say he lazy reply msg.. call beta.. but wo jiu shi bu gan.. why?? why am i so dan xiao?? why i always dun dare to face the fate?? why i am afraid of it?? why i always choose to tao bi?? why why why?? i need a ans.. who can tell me??????? *cry*
but now i am afraid.. i afraid things will not goign to be like tis.. someone keep tellin me to tell him the truth tat i like him.. but i dun dare.. i dun wan to face the truth.. i am dan xiao.. wo buu gan mian dui xian shi ye bu yao zhi dao ta de da an.. ying wei wo hai pa.. wo hai pa nian peng you dou mei de zuo.. recently.. he hav been like tat past.. treatin me very coldly.. i dunno why.. ytd he was not in good mood.. and he talk to me as if i made him angry or wat.. i am very angry and hurt abt it.. i dunno wat to do.. i cant tell anyone.. all i can is to man yuan abt it to sq and rain and even ting.. but they cant help me.. tis kind of feeling hurt.. sq scolded me and say i cant always like tis.. but wat can i do.. my feelin is all mix up.. i dunno whether wat i do is correct.. seein ppl havin difficulties in relationship i will tell them to be jian qiang.. no guys we oso can leave.. but tis is not how i feel inside me.. i really wish tat there is someone beside me.. cos i hate being alone.. arghz.. i dunno why today i so sad.. i dunno.. i only kn i need to say out everything.. if not i will break down.. tml yilin celebrate her bdae.. she ask me ask him along.. i ask him.. he say see how.. den no reply le.. i sms him he no reply.. i dun wan call him.. cos i am afraid of knowin the ans which i might break into tears.. he dun wan reply me.. cos last time he alrdy say he lazy reply msg.. call beta.. but wo jiu shi bu gan.. why?? why am i so dan xiao?? why i always dun dare to face the fate?? why i am afraid of it?? why i always choose to tao bi?? why why why?? i need a ans.. who can tell me??????? *cry*
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