Wednesday, September 06, 2006
^-^combined pics of my bdae celebration on 2 sept 2006^-^
haha.. finally upload some pics taken during my bdae... but not quite alot lo.. cos tis pics were all taken only at a very late time when i rmb abt the camera.. lolx.. cos most of the pics were inside my xiao jiu mu de dv.. tat why.. and some pics taken was wit zhiying.. so lo.. only manage to make tis few.. haiz..
ytd was talkin on fone wit him again.. he told me alot of things again tis time.. and today i show him pics of .. and he ask me tat guy is the guy u like rite.. i was stun.. den i ask him so wat i tell u abt him will u make him fall in lurv wit me.. he was totally speechless.. he say a lot of unable to understand de words.. i dun even kn wat he is talking abt.. he is giving tis kind of feelin tat i cant explain it out here.. i dunno why.. he even told me tat he is not in his usual self when talkin to me.. wat tis mean?? i dunno.. who can tell me??
today told cindy abt wat happen and she scolded me again.. she say why i go promise my frenz to sentosa.. i should have gone out wit him.. but who kn.. haiz.. my mind tat day really jus cant decide anything and u were not there.. ppl scold me silly and ppl scold me crazy and they oso scold me cant think properly.. how i kn tis kind of things will fall on me.. haiz.. i am really very brainless.. i kn.. haiz.. but wat can i do? i am always like tat de.. i really need courage.. i am afraid tat when i go out wit him i become an idiot.. den i guess next time i will nv ask him out again or he will nv ask me out again.. jus allow me tis week and next week to build up my courage.. den the followin week if he ask me out again.. i will agree.. and guess things will change.. but now.. i am worry.. i worry he forget abt it and den it will be fate.. haiz.. jus pray hard tat my wish will come true and he wun forget abt it too.. *PRAYING*
tml he will be havin some kind of competition.. but he dun wan tell me wat is it abt.. he say it is a secret.. lolx.. but wish him all the best and jia you.. must win oh... =)
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