Wednesday, September 27, 2006
haiz.. today very very weak.. mornin wake up nth de.. eat a hotdog bread den head to office le.. den slack at office awhile den went in to training room for training.. today training is by mr steven.. but i wasnt paying much attention.. cos when i sit down and whole training begin.. my gastric start to pain and i very nan shou.. no choice.. i sit thru whole training.. and i feel like vomitin.. but vomit bu chu lai.. so i nv care much.. den after training.. i suddenly very very cold.. both of my hands is shivering la.. den miss nurul wan to talk to me.. leen and pengyong.. but the time there i jus listen.. nv talk much oso.. den after tat.. leen and pengyong go eat.. i told leen i go home first cos i really very xing ku.. den on the way back wah i cant sit still sia.. cos i am really very xing ku la.. den decided to tak bus home oso.. no choice la.. no strength to walk le.. den reach home ask mummy got gastric de med ma she say dun hav.. wah.. no choice sia.. i whole day only eat a bread den feel abit hungry.. but dun feel like eatin.. so go make milo drink.. but nv finish la.. den after tat feel better abit.. who kn.. it change to food poisonin.. keep going toilet.. den stomach very xing ku oso.. mummy say go see doc.. but i insist a NO!! cos i dun wan see doc.. easy.. keep going toilet sia.. den really damn weak.. den sit awhile den go lie on bed.. den after tat feel abit better so come online.. nick was sayin i am sick but dun wan see doc.. so many ppl come say go see doc.. ting still say no see doc wait more worse.. when go hosp sms her.. she will visit me.. wah piangz.. curse me.. nvm.. cos i still INSIST.. no doc.. =)
jus now i did smth.. i email leen tellin her i wan to give up le.. i am really tired and basically.. i hav a feelin i wun succeed.. so might as well give up now.. i kn i hen dui bu qi leen.. but i dun wish to see she and miss nurul worry for my sales.. i believe leen can hav more ppl who are more potential den me.. sorry leen.. i kn i am in a wrong.. but i hope u forgive me k.. sorry..
jus now i did smth.. i email leen tellin her i wan to give up le.. i am really tired and basically.. i hav a feelin i wun succeed.. so might as well give up now.. i kn i hen dui bu qi leen.. but i dun wish to see she and miss nurul worry for my sales.. i believe leen can hav more ppl who are more potential den me.. sorry leen.. i kn i am in a wrong.. but i hope u forgive me k.. sorry..
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