Sunday, September 17, 2006
everyday living in a miserable life.. i oso dunno wat i should do.. today went for my second sa wit mr jeffrey.. den he talk alot to my aunt and uncle.. both of them are like so quiet.. nv talk.. but who kn when my uncle talk.. can actually kill a ppl.. wah sia.. haiz.. den sa mv close la.. suan le lo.. gain experience oso.. den went back to office to put the kit all and have a chat wit miss nurul.. she ask me to bring back the pillow pad and let my mum tried and explain everything to her again.. but when i reach home.. i ask her to put tat pillow pad behind her back.. she put.. but no feeling.. fine.. i explain to her abt tat report on a dang niao bing patient la.. she dun believe.. she say if really can cure den when still need invent medicine to eat.. she keep sayin she dun wan buy all tis things cos she think it is no use.. wat can i do?? she dun wan buy and try.. arghz.. quite upset abt tis cos i am wei le her good lei.. even her own daughter she oso wun believe.. wat is tis.. she add on sayin if i can really earn money in tis industry.. den my cousin de bf zhao jiu become rich le.. but she nv kn.. who can predict the future.. if one day he really become rich.. wat will u say.. and i am veyr tired le.. everyday come back see her face.. get naggin everyday.. who can tolerate tis?? ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!!
i wan to give up.. but i dun wan let my frenz down.. but i really have no ideas who to approach to.. i have no confident.. i kn i must help miss nurul to fight.. but i cant.. let myself forever struck in tis position ba.. no promotion and no money take.. ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!
i wan to give up.. but i dun wan let my frenz down.. but i really have no ideas who to approach to.. i have no confident.. i kn i must help miss nurul to fight.. but i cant.. let myself forever struck in tis position ba.. no promotion and no money take.. ARGHZ!!!!!!!!!
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