saturday..
today is my cousin bdae.. so we went over to msia.. wah piangz.. we go as early as 9am in the morning.. and there is alrdy so many ppl at the custom.. wah.. sg custom oso many ppl.. msia de oso.. wah piangz.. den finally reach at 11am sia.. den my auntie come and drive us.. mummy went to see doc.. den auntie drive me to go see da jie at hospital.. den when reach there.. auntie call me go find da jie first she go put car coupon.. but i go.. i nv see her.. cos i dun dare go inside.. den i went to find auntie lo.. den after tat.. we go ask the nurse and she told us is bed 6.. so i went inside see den realise actually tat one da jie.. wah piangz.. didnt kn man.. haha.. den talk to da jie den awhile later weixiong korkor oso come le.. den he bring us go see baby.. wah.. so cute.. the nurse push the baby out to let us see.. den auntie was like teasin the baby.. haiyo.. but she look so cute.. hehe.. den after tat auntie go bring mummy here after she see doc.. den me accompany da jie.. awhile mummy come le.. den talk talk awhile.. go see baby again.. tis time she keep crying sia.. i think she either wet her diapers or she is hungry.. lolx.. but the nurse no care de.. wah piangz.. i heart pain sia.. lolx.. den after tat go back to ah ma hse le.. den aunties all were busying in the kitchen.. and me oso busy.. busy helpin my cousin tie the balloons la.. u kn i scare balloons de.. den now still ask me tie.. cos no one wan help her tie.. haiyo.. den after tat.. ard 5plus cousin de frenz come le.. so many children sia.. lolx.. den so noisy.. haha.. den after tat.. at 6plus me jingwei and 2nd auntie go bring xiangfeng from his grandma hse.. den when we board the car ar.. he cling to me and started crying.. cos he is scare of jingwei la.. haiyo.. den i carry him to 2nd auntie and i sit in front.. den after tat he keep crying la.. den after tat at nite.. 2nd auntie wan to eat so i carry xiangfeng go out play and walk walk.. he feel so happy sia.. den keep playin wit the balloons.. haha.. den after tat.. shy ya de bf come le.. den xiangfeng see him so happy sia.. keep clinging to him.. haha.. den chunjie oso come le.. so i play wit him.. now he havin stranger anxiety ar.. den other ppl carry him he keep crying.. haiyo.. baby is like tat de.. den at ard 10plus we went to 3rd auntie hse le.. den ard 11plus we start to drive back to sg.. but who kn.. traffic jam sia.. wah piangz.. jam until 2plus den reach home.. inside car sleep..
sunday..
today wake up at nearly 1pm.. den 2plus online le.. saw e and c blog.. wah piangz.. i hate guys who like tat sia.. empty promise to their gf.. den now if i nv see wrongly.. both of them break le.. i must tell them dun sad.. still got the sotong family ard.. tell me anything tat is botherin u.. dun keep it inside.. cos i kn it hurt inside too.. altot i haven hav a taste of havin a bf.. but i am tasting liking someone but dun dare to say.. haiz.. tis is oso painful.. i am scare.. i scare things will become like wat c and e is suffering..they are feel down.. but i oso dunno wat to do.. i wan help them.. but i am sux in tis area.. haiz.. i cant solve my own prob.. how am i going to help them.. i dunno.. i wan to help.. but but but.. arghz.. i really struck..
i wan to be wit him.. but i scare things might turn out like wat c and e is havin now.. b4 tat is my cousin now is my frenz.. wat should i do.. haiz.. i need ppl advise.. haiz.. help me pls..
anyway.. 2nd auntie ask me go her hse help my da jie take care of baby.. but i dunno wat to do.. i need to go ve and astro.. astro is compulsory must go.. but wat should i do?? nv go ve den eileen will be alone.. but i really feel like helping my da jie.. haiz.. i oso dunno lei.. arghz..
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