haiz.. the whole day have been a very tiring day for me.. my mind is still whether to go sentosa or to go out wit him.. i sms him asking when he still free.. he give me all the schedule.. lolx.. saying thurs he got competition den if win fri will continue competition.. but lose.. fri free.. but i fri need to go astro tat ntu talk.. den i told him.. he say he too long nv go astro le.. den fri oso not going.. i sianz half.. haha.. haiz.. den i told him i still dunno tml wan go sentosa ma.. he ask me to go.. den say ask me out again next time.. so i told him k lo.. i go sentosa.. and i oso apologise for rejectin him so many times.. 2 times le.. haiz.. feelin quite sad abt it le.. but i oso dunno how.. many things crop up last min.. actually is able to go de.. but who kn ppl keep changin the time.. haiz.. i guess i gonna regret again ba.. cos on bdae going wit someone u like is veyr different in going out wit frenz.. haiz.. den he is going oversea next mon until fri den come back.. haiz.. den no more seein him online le.. sad again.. den eileen call me ask me whether wan to work at her workplace there.. den i told her i see how first.. cos i not sure whether wan work ma.. so lo.. haiz.. den tml sentosa like not much ppl going oso.. they told me abt 15 of them going.. kinda like why my frenz all like tis de.. haiz.. zhao zhi dao jiu promise him to go out wit him.. haiz.. sad.. rain.. i kn u sure scold me de.. but pls dun scold me tis thing.. cos i am really feelin bad..
mummy today go change the scv de thing to digital de le.. cos new tv ma so change oso.. den i got to see wanyu and shaogong today.. but shaogong only see abit lo.. but i tell mummy le.. pls change the plan she say see first.. but mostly will change.. den i can see wanyu le.. no need dl le.. yippee.. haha.. but my mood is still the same.. haiz..
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