Wednesday, August 09, 2006
ya.. my mood is gettin worse.. stayin at home is really a bad thing to do.. sokleng ask me out for movie wit her and clement.. i rejected it.. cos i kn it will be no way better den staying at home.. haiz.. we conference on phone for almost 1 hr.. but nth come out.. i dun wan to go and they are givin me reason to go.. but it jus simply cant get thru me and i jus dun feel like going.. internet connection have alot of prob today too.. argue wit my bro to get to online.. but when i online.. ppl started to go offline and i simply hate it.. i really dunno wat to do now.. life is kinda like sux.. and i dun feel good.. haiz.. world ard me is jus very plain and simply but since the day he appear in my life.. i become more and more tired and sad.. nv been happy again.. life is so different now..
tml eileen they all wan to go out and study.. i rejected it again.. i prefers staying at home alone.. cos i kn i wun be studyin tml when i go out wit them.. haish.. they wan to go esplanade.. and it will jus remind how sad i was ytd and how i wish he really come along ytd.. but time cant be revert back now... everything have been set and nth going to be change.. i really really have to think again whether i should continue to lurv him or should i jus give up on him.. tis is a very difficult qn.. my brain is kinda like stop workin le.. i cant think of a thing now.. my lurv for him is jus simply too deep and it going to hurt myself alot.. time cant erase the pain in my heart.. i am feelin damn low now.. nth can even pull me thru.. i dunno wat i should do.. tell him straight i like u??? or jus keep to myself and accept a ppl who i dun like?? or let him go???? haiz.. i dunno wat to do le.. i simply hate myself and him... i hate it i hate it.. life can nv return to the same as b4.. arghz....
tml eileen they all wan to go out and study.. i rejected it again.. i prefers staying at home alone.. cos i kn i wun be studyin tml when i go out wit them.. haish.. they wan to go esplanade.. and it will jus remind how sad i was ytd and how i wish he really come along ytd.. but time cant be revert back now... everything have been set and nth going to be change.. i really really have to think again whether i should continue to lurv him or should i jus give up on him.. tis is a very difficult qn.. my brain is kinda like stop workin le.. i cant think of a thing now.. my lurv for him is jus simply too deep and it going to hurt myself alot.. time cant erase the pain in my heart.. i am feelin damn low now.. nth can even pull me thru.. i dunno wat i should do.. tell him straight i like u??? or jus keep to myself and accept a ppl who i dun like?? or let him go???? haiz.. i dunno wat to do le.. i simply hate myself and him... i hate it i hate it.. life can nv return to the same as b4.. arghz....
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