Tuesday, August 22, 2006
tis is the most worst day i ever hav for this few mths.. haiz.. today cd1.2 paper.. see le really feel like givin in blank paper sia.. i hate myself lo.. i read thru all tat b4 de lo.. but is kinda like i cant rmb anything lo.. i oso dunno why i am like tat.. so it is fate if i ever fail tat paper.. haiz.. no choice lo.. my heart wasnt there oso lo.. so lo.. who ask me ytd say le smth shouldnt be said.. i guess he tot i say real de ba.. haiz..
but my heart really pain lo.. i kn la.. lurv need to have feelin de la.. but clement say feelin can mai mai pei yang.. be frenz first.. haiz.. jus tat it is lucky tat i only say IF!!!! but the ans kinda let me feel sad ba.. it is always true tat it is better to be frenz rather den lovers??? but if tis is the case.. why are there so many ppl who are lovers in the world??? only pretty galz can help bf meh?? cant a ppl who is not pretty have bf?? i kn la.. u shuai den me not pretty.. so u indirectly de reject me le.. haiz.. tis hurt.. wei shen meh hui zhe yang??? heaven is being quite unfair to me.. it dun allow me have someone i lurv wit me and and and ... i have nth to say le..
haiz.. quite upset abt tis.. cindy say kan kai ba.. haha.. let me see ba.. hehe.. sokleng say change target ba.. haha.. cant lei.. i really lurv himt lot lot.. haiz.. i miss him neh.. why i miss him so much?? mon and tue maybe got chalet.. den all go de is pair pair de.. me alone.. can i say i dun wan go?? can i??? feel like quite extract and definitely he wun go wit us de.. cos he oso dunno all of u.. so lo.. haiz.. can i dun go?? i dun like being an extra.. haiz.. arghz.. how?? i dun go den cindy sure scold me de.. haiz.. I DUNNO!!!! HEART PAIN AND SO TROUBLE!!!
but my heart really pain lo.. i kn la.. lurv need to have feelin de la.. but clement say feelin can mai mai pei yang.. be frenz first.. haiz.. jus tat it is lucky tat i only say IF!!!! but the ans kinda let me feel sad ba.. it is always true tat it is better to be frenz rather den lovers??? but if tis is the case.. why are there so many ppl who are lovers in the world??? only pretty galz can help bf meh?? cant a ppl who is not pretty have bf?? i kn la.. u shuai den me not pretty.. so u indirectly de reject me le.. haiz.. tis hurt.. wei shen meh hui zhe yang??? heaven is being quite unfair to me.. it dun allow me have someone i lurv wit me and and and ... i have nth to say le..
haiz.. quite upset abt tis.. cindy say kan kai ba.. haha.. let me see ba.. hehe.. sokleng say change target ba.. haha.. cant lei.. i really lurv himt lot lot.. haiz.. i miss him neh.. why i miss him so much?? mon and tue maybe got chalet.. den all go de is pair pair de.. me alone.. can i say i dun wan go?? can i??? feel like quite extract and definitely he wun go wit us de.. cos he oso dunno all of u.. so lo.. haiz.. can i dun go?? i dun like being an extra.. haiz.. arghz.. how?? i dun go den cindy sure scold me de.. haiz.. I DUNNO!!!! HEART PAIN AND SO TROUBLE!!!
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