Friday, August 18, 2006
today i guess should be quite a ok day ba.. wake up early in the morning den start readin those notes on cd1.1 which i still not quite sure abt.. den go to sch at 12noon sharp.. meet godsis all at the bus stop cos they going to cwp walk lo.. pri sch today no sch cos of dunno wat psle thingy ba.. so good.. we still havin exam sia.. haha.. den after tat.. go sch alone today lo.. so sianz on the way.. haiz.. no choice le.. now must kn how to adapt to all tis le.. so no matter how sianz.. i must xi guan.. haha.. cd1.1 paper was quite ok lo.. still can do.. but i guess yin gai bu hui na hao de results ba.. haiz.. no choice lo.. i am stupid wat.. diaoz..
jus now after paper.. hav tis feeling in mind.. am i driftin away from my frenz?? i have been like unable to understand ppl nowadays.. they have been like so unfarmiliar to me.. i dunno why.. my mind was all blank after the paper.. and for tis 2 weeks.. my eyes lid is jumpin everyday and i cant sleep well during nite.. why is tis so?? am i encounterin too much pressure?? i dunno.. i hate tis feelin in me.. i am like startin to become wat i am during my primary sch life.. dun talk to anyone.. keep everything in myself and nv say it to anyone.. i dun like to become like tis.. cos tis is tiring.. but who wil be there to listen to me when i am dowm?? who will be there to comfort me when i am upset?? who will be there wit me all the while when i need them?? who who who?? my mind is very messy.. i dunno wat i should do now.. jus now talk to ting oso.. den she is kinda like down too.. same situation wit me.. haiz.. why we all fall into the lurv trap so easily?? she get out of it soon.. but not to me.. my lurv for him is really too deep le.. all i can do is to keep myself busy all day and nite.. den i wun hav the time to think abt him anymore.. ppl have no advise for me le.. no more.. i am alone.. i shouldnt bother my frenz anymore.. they hav their life to bother abt.. so i must be strong.. tears shouldnt come down so easily.. yvonne!! u must be strong.. no matter wat.. u hav to depend on yourself and not others.. bu yao guan bie ren ru he kan ni.. ni yin gai chong zi ji de jiao du qu kan zi ji!!! BU KE YI KU!!!!!
jus now after paper.. hav tis feeling in mind.. am i driftin away from my frenz?? i have been like unable to understand ppl nowadays.. they have been like so unfarmiliar to me.. i dunno why.. my mind was all blank after the paper.. and for tis 2 weeks.. my eyes lid is jumpin everyday and i cant sleep well during nite.. why is tis so?? am i encounterin too much pressure?? i dunno.. i hate tis feelin in me.. i am like startin to become wat i am during my primary sch life.. dun talk to anyone.. keep everything in myself and nv say it to anyone.. i dun like to become like tis.. cos tis is tiring.. but who wil be there to listen to me when i am dowm?? who will be there to comfort me when i am upset?? who will be there wit me all the while when i need them?? who who who?? my mind is very messy.. i dunno wat i should do now.. jus now talk to ting oso.. den she is kinda like down too.. same situation wit me.. haiz.. why we all fall into the lurv trap so easily?? she get out of it soon.. but not to me.. my lurv for him is really too deep le.. all i can do is to keep myself busy all day and nite.. den i wun hav the time to think abt him anymore.. ppl have no advise for me le.. no more.. i am alone.. i shouldnt bother my frenz anymore.. they hav their life to bother abt.. so i must be strong.. tears shouldnt come down so easily.. yvonne!! u must be strong.. no matter wat.. u hav to depend on yourself and not others.. bu yao guan bie ren ru he kan ni.. ni yin gai chong zi ji de jiao du qu kan zi ji!!! BU KE YI KU!!!!!
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