Thursday, July 06, 2006
hello.. today not quite happy le.. many things happen ytd and today.. ytd mummy tell me something which i was really shock.. i tell her i might be working on weekends for this mth cos my frenz job need a promoter so i told her i try to work.. cos i wan earn money to buy xiezhi tat necklace and save some money up for chasing car in aug lo.. so i took up e job.. so i told mummy.. mummy ask me why i wan work.. i say cos i wan earn money to buy xiezhi de necklace den she say why no say earlier?? u can ask your daddy buy for u cos he win alot of money when he buy the soccer thingy.. den i say wah.. my heart really pain lo.. i mean i alrdy told her i wan to buy xiezhi de necklace when it was in may.. den she say i nv say.. pig sia.. den she ytd oso win 4D loh.. smilin and smilin.. today i say mummy can give me money buy bag cos i really like tat bag alot which i saw at bugis.. den she say everytime buy bag.. wah piangz.. is like i nv buy bag so often loh.. from sch start i use the same old bag i buy long ago until now.. everytime say me de lei.. so angry loh.. den oso sad loh.. jus now still say wat bro is good cos he nv ask me buy thing.. pig de.. me gal lei.. of cos will wan buy bag all tat make nice nice.. somemore now in poly.. haiz.. do i have a choice in everything?? haiz..
another thing is i am thinkin why ppl like to use other ppl?? is liek in poly for so long.. see so many things le.. frenz isnt there for u all the time.. u have to really depend on yourself.. tat wat i can say.. everything appear in front of u is nv true.. ppl might jus start to backstab u one day or even talk behind your back when u nv notice it.. i hate all this thing.. life isnt tat simple as i think.. during sec sch life i was happy and not much trouble as i hav fun and laughter in sch.. poly life is no longer like tat.. i have to rush all assignments and work.. haiz.. i begin to hate tis life le.. if only one day i can become retard forget everything how good is this.. den my life will be simple and no more trouble.. guess i shouldnt be thinking all this things ba.. jus leave my life as it is and maybe be fun and happy all days and i can soon find my enjoyment.. :)
another thing is i am thinkin why ppl like to use other ppl?? is liek in poly for so long.. see so many things le.. frenz isnt there for u all the time.. u have to really depend on yourself.. tat wat i can say.. everything appear in front of u is nv true.. ppl might jus start to backstab u one day or even talk behind your back when u nv notice it.. i hate all this thing.. life isnt tat simple as i think.. during sec sch life i was happy and not much trouble as i hav fun and laughter in sch.. poly life is no longer like tat.. i have to rush all assignments and work.. haiz.. i begin to hate tis life le.. if only one day i can become retard forget everything how good is this.. den my life will be simple and no more trouble.. guess i shouldnt be thinking all this things ba.. jus leave my life as it is and maybe be fun and happy all days and i can soon find my enjoyment.. :)
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