Monday, July 17, 2006
wah sia.. why hav u got to behave in tis way?? tis really hurt me lo.. i kn la.. me and u oso not tat close yet.. but can u jus be gentleman?? reply me la.. i ask u thing is surely need your help de ma.. u dun reply me.. twice le lo.. wat u think u are.. i am really really veyr angry lo.. i kn la.. maybe u feel funny why i askin for your help.. but i hav no choice lo.. u think i really wan.. u treatin me tis way.. can u imagine if another ppl treat u tis way.. how would u feel.. i am totally upset abt tis.. arghz.. i hate the way u are now lo.. haiz..
i am really not very happy neh.. ever since the ppl appear in my life.. i nv be happy b4.. i can always hav a smile on my face but i dun feel any happiness.. sokleng remind me abt it and i realise ya tat is true lo.. why i let myself so unhappy lei?? i oso dunno lo.. haiz.. does the ppl really make me feel so sad.. haiz.. i guess i hav to put it now le.. cos lurv cant be force.. but den lei.. if i say i cant put him down.. wat can i do.. i kn when sokleng or rain read tis.. they going to scold me le.. haiz.. i oso dunno wat i am suppose to do.. haiz.. really cant take it le.. arghz... i am going to burst very very soon.. haiz..
ytd rain say she wan give me a surprise.. wonder wat is it.. ask her kuek auto ar.. she say no.. darling ar.. she say no.. hmmm.. wat can tat be.. haiz.. actually i not veyr curius wat she give la.. cos i kn sure got to do wit something de.. haha.. i am very sianz.. wat can i do??? today lesson was boring.. haiz.. but i realise today i am awake at koomala and juliana lesson.. haha.. previously i will feel sleepy de.. but today nv le.. haha.. later me going to watch superband result le.. i really wan to pray hard tat lucify can go in the final.. jus now see lucify de comments.. like not too good.. den shinya almost cry.. i feel so sad for him.. is like if they out all their effort will be gone le.. haiz.. dun worry lucify.. i will pray for u all de.. and u all sure can be in the final.. jia you le.. hehe.. haiz.. i realise my mood change very fast neh.. haha.. jus now so upset now everything gone le.. think tis is good ba.. haha.. =)
i am really not very happy neh.. ever since the ppl appear in my life.. i nv be happy b4.. i can always hav a smile on my face but i dun feel any happiness.. sokleng remind me abt it and i realise ya tat is true lo.. why i let myself so unhappy lei?? i oso dunno lo.. haiz.. does the ppl really make me feel so sad.. haiz.. i guess i hav to put it now le.. cos lurv cant be force.. but den lei.. if i say i cant put him down.. wat can i do.. i kn when sokleng or rain read tis.. they going to scold me le.. haiz.. i oso dunno wat i am suppose to do.. haiz.. really cant take it le.. arghz... i am going to burst very very soon.. haiz..
ytd rain say she wan give me a surprise.. wonder wat is it.. ask her kuek auto ar.. she say no.. darling ar.. she say no.. hmmm.. wat can tat be.. haiz.. actually i not veyr curius wat she give la.. cos i kn sure got to do wit something de.. haha.. i am very sianz.. wat can i do??? today lesson was boring.. haiz.. but i realise today i am awake at koomala and juliana lesson.. haha.. previously i will feel sleepy de.. but today nv le.. haha.. later me going to watch superband result le.. i really wan to pray hard tat lucify can go in the final.. jus now see lucify de comments.. like not too good.. den shinya almost cry.. i feel so sad for him.. is like if they out all their effort will be gone le.. haiz.. dun worry lucify.. i will pray for u all de.. and u all sure can be in the final.. jia you le.. hehe.. haiz.. i realise my mood change very fast neh.. haha.. jus now so upset now everything gone le.. think tis is good ba.. haha.. =)
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