Monday, July 31, 2006
hi.. actually i dunno wat to say liao lo.. cos i realise there are realli alot of ppl who is concern abt me.. i am really thankful tat i got those grp of frenz.. but i think i have been putting alot of stress on them too.. i shouldnt be so selfish.. and i realise tat they are oso sad bcos of me.. haiz.. i dunno whether this is rite or wrong.. loving a ppl is going to hurt more and wun feel tat xing fu.. tis is say by someone.. but u kn.. actually if u really lurv tat ppl.. u will find it xing fu too.. but if tat ppl jus reject u straight.. i guess it going to be damn hurt lo.. haiz.. wat will he give me?? the ans will it be no or will it be yes??
haiz.. i kn i watch b4.. xiangqin is really very determined.. she say she like zhishu she really lurv him alot.. even when zhishu rejected her lurv letter.. but she stand back on her feet again and try all her way to let zhishu accept her.. maybe i should be like her.. lolx.. but i think tis wun happen in reality.. cos wat happen to xiangqin and zhishu is jus drama.. it will nv happen.. esp to a ppl like me who is fat and ugly.. haiz... why?? why heaven is like damn unfair de lo.. it give me all the lurv i wish for.. but it oso give me all the worryness i have.. arghz.. i really dun really kn wat i should do.. i jus got tis feelin tat i will be rejected one day.. but if if.. one day he accept me.. will i be happy?? cos sokleng say waitin for a ppl to lurv u is much more xing fu den lurvin a ppl.. is tis true?? i am really meetin the end of road.. haiz..
one more thing.. weifu is feelin damn sad.. and he say he wan jump down.. actually i dun really kn wat actually happen to him.. haiz.. i really cant do anything for him neh.. all i can do is to tell him wat to do now and forget abt e past and let a brand new day arrive.. backstabbers pls.. leave all my frenz alone.. dun ever come to them.. u are making them suffer u kn.. and u happily sittin there watching.. arghz.. tat is the reason why i hate backstabbers and liars!!!!! haiz..
i guess all tis have to stop le lo.. cos it is hurtin.. i dun wan lose a frenz.. haiz.. if a relationship u wan achieve can spoilt a friendship.. wat is the use?? gainin a relationship but lose a frenz close to u?? it stupid..
cindy blog say me again neh.. haiyo.. she say must be myself and dun ever change.. cos i am wat i am.. haiz.. she oso say "bu yao zai yong shuang shou ba ni ai de ren song gei bie ren le" haha.. me nv neh.. i jus wan to give her.. not bie ren.. lolx.. actually i hui she bu de de.. so i guess i wun be giving to u neh.. hehe.. i lurv him more den i lurv myself...
happy~~~ he actually say confirm wit me again.. haha.. only those who close to me will kn.. hehe.. today is my happy day!!!
haiz.. i kn i watch
one more thing.. weifu is feelin damn sad.. and he say he wan jump down.. actually i dun really kn wat actually happen to him.. haiz.. i really cant do anything for him neh.. all i can do is to tell him wat to do now and forget abt e past and let a brand new day arrive.. backstabbers pls.. leave all my frenz alone.. dun ever come to them.. u are making them suffer u kn.. and u happily sittin there watching.. arghz.. tat is the reason why i hate backstabbers and liars!!!!! haiz..
i guess all tis have to stop le lo.. cos it is hurtin.. i dun wan lose a frenz.. haiz.. if a relationship u wan achieve can spoilt a friendship.. wat is the use?? gainin a relationship but lose a frenz close to u?? it stupid..
cindy blog say me again neh.. haiyo.. she say must be myself and dun ever change.. cos i am wat i am.. haiz.. she oso say "bu yao zai yong shuang shou ba ni ai de ren song gei bie ren le" haha.. me nv neh.. i jus wan to give her.. not bie ren.. lolx.. actually i hui she bu de de.. so i guess i wun be giving to u neh.. hehe.. i lurv him more den i lurv myself...
happy~~~ he actually say confirm wit me again.. haha.. only those who close to me will kn.. hehe.. today is my happy day!!!
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