Sunday, July 30, 2006
hehe.. the photo of my prince aka tai zi is up.. but veyr not clear wor.. no choice la.. it keep run here run there.. very difficult to take de lo.. haha..
today is not a very good day oso.. haiz.. he is online but den i talk to him he no reply.. dunno wat he is doing.. he say he brb but den he is like gone le lo.. no reply me de.. jus wan to kn how is he le ma.. den treat me tis way lo.. arghz.. why he like tat lei.. make me feel sad lo.. haiz.. wondering if i ask him out on 8 aug to see firework will he come along ma.. *wondering* haiz.. but still nto confirm neh.. cos we oso dunno wan go ma.. kinda like sianz lei.. cos everyone is worry abt the exam which is starting on 18 aug.. haiz.. no more fun now le lo.. why like tat?? why why why?? i guess no one can give me a very good ans ba.. haiz.. mood will nv change lo.. is like really dun feel like doing things nowadays.. dun feel liek going sch neh.. haiz.. arghz.. wat am i going to do neh?? should i tell him or should i not?? but it is kinda fast le lo.. let time flies first.. but there are many things which i am worry.. i worry i worry.. haiz.. hope tat one day i can be his close frenz and the one he can always turn to when he have trouble ba.. plz.. let me kn wat i am doing is right or wrong.. i need someone to guide me along.. i really have to jia you le wor.. thank everyone!!!
i dunno why i suddenly have tis feeling.. frenz are not truely frenz.. and sometime i hate them and i hate myself for tis.. i dunno why.. i am jus too worry one day they might jus come to u and say i hate u and i dun treat u as my frenz.. den wat should i do?? haiz.. i dunno why.. i realise that after i confirm tat he means a lot to me.. den my frenzship gone down.. is like kinda hurt.. argh.. sokleng say she decided to stay away from wat i am going thru now.. she confirm dun wan to care le.. it hurt me when i hear tat.. sokleng.. u kn.. really hurt.. i dunno why.. u ask me jia you continue wat i am doing.. but u jus leave me alone and ask me to get thru it myself.. not i wan to say it out here.. is tat i dun dare to say it in front of u.. so i jus write it here.. am i a person who will do tat?? am i?? tell me straight la.. and i am really really SAD!!!!! i dun wan to get involve in tis le!!!!!!!!! i cry i really really cry... i need someone to talk to.. rain where u.. i need u!!!!!!!
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