Saturday, July 08, 2006
there is something very wrong wit me today.. i am not in my usual self and being so quiet and nv talk much today oso.. i dunno why i am behaving in this way.. i feelin very low.. i dare not say it to anyone except for sokleng cos she is wit me all day long.. and she oso notice tat.. and i am damn sad lo.. i cant really say out ba.. cos this will kill me.. and i think if one day the ppl saw this.. he will be mad ba.. i am jus a normal gal.. not pretty.. indeed very ugly cos i am fat.. no ppl will wan a fat and ugly gal like me.. i am very upset abt all tis.. i can imagine.. normally fat gal hav no bf.. and nobody like them.. my heart really very pain.. i am someone to help me.. can someone tell me wat is love all abt?? i think i really done something wrong.. is liek whenever i turn.. i saw tat ppl.. the ppl will see me too.. den like so dui nian.. den whenever the ppl walk.. the head is always down.. sokleng tell me so many things.. den is like it wun be true.. maybe the ppl alrdy in relationship.. u nv kn.. haiz.. i guess i have really fallen in love.. sokleng still say is not like wat u like abt xiezhi and 5566.. i told the feeling is different.. u will nv kn abt it.. i think only hav to keep to one self and i guess the feeling will be gone sooner or later le... =(
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