today is a bad day.. at first can say very happy de.. cos eileen all keep talking abt lame jokes sia.. den i got mummy and daddy le.. haha.. mummy is cindy and daddy is bizhen.. whaha.. den ah ma is qingling lei.. haha.. i am er jie.. sokleng is da jie and eileen is xiaomei.. wahaha.. so funny lei.. lolx.. haiz.. after tat during stb lecture i ask a very stupid question.. i go ask eileen and cindy smth which should not be ask.. haiz.. den all the while me and sokleng like so sad.. nv talk much sia.. haiz.. so sad de lei.. shouldnt hav ask those question.. ask le make myself sad only.. haiz.. cindy and eileen give me the ans like maybe the guy is interested in her so he go and ask her the question.. den hannah say maybe he got some qi tu.. den constance say maybe he wan to be frenz wit her.. but den is tis only tat simple??? maybe wat i am thinking is true.. maybe wat constance say is true too.. but heart ache when hear all this thing.. haiz.. dunno why lei.. den tml going to astro de interview for the camp thingy.. den me and sokleng decide to go for welfare department.. actually dun quite feel like going de lo.. but sokleng ask me to go.. but i am very scare got the stupid nitewalk.. haiz.. i will cry de man.. haiz.. i oso dunno why sia.. haha.. today tease sokleng alot.. so worry she might jus say me oso.. haha.. den after tat when going home.. mood was so down le.. haiz.. sianz..
sokleng give someone a nick name.. a guy was given nickname as "letterbox" and another one was given "oil tank".. dun really kn why he was given nick as oil tank.. cos sokleng started it de.. den he was oso called rubbish bin.. i am damn tired today man.. haiz.. i worry tml go childcare no mood den i die le la.. haiz.. i am really scare of fri sia.. i am so worry tat something bad might jus happen le.. haiz.. wat am i going to do neh?? den next fri going to dunno where for a talk.. haiz.. wondering whether someone will be going ma.. still wondering.. cos the ppl ask the ppl ard whether they going ma.. so lo.. haiz..
i feel very troubled le.. ever since from fri.. my heart is like so pain and my brain is so difficult to function le.. i dunno why.. i only kn if i still continue tis way i will jus break down.. haiz.. sad.. today did something real bad.. shout at my bro jus bcos i wan use com.. haiz.. last time will always wait for him to stop at 10pm before i use.. but not tis few days.. life sux.. haiz.. let me sing toro song "give it up get out of my life"!!! i guess this will make me more lively and cheerful and i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sokleng.. sorry neh.. make u na zuo.. actually me oso dun wan like tat de.. who kn thing jus come out.. forgive me ba.. sorry..
rain.. oso sorry.. u say so many things finally ans will still be the same.. so dun scold or say me le... i hate myself and i hate the ppl~~~
