Saturday, July 15, 2006
wat am i suppose to do?? haiz.. today i tot i will be very happy when i go astro today.. but i think i was wrong.. the ppl was not ard.. i should say he didnt come and my heart was broken.. haiz.. try to ask qn abt the ppl.. den answer was like he is very chatty when he kn u.. he go clubbing sometime and most importantly he is anti-social.. den they oso say he seldom come astro de.. so lo.. and all ask de is not very close to him de.. wat the hell.. all answer so... i really got nth to say.. haiz.. maybe the ppl is alrdy like tat.. the first impression to me.. he dun look like those kind of ppl.. whythngs hav to be diff?? haiz.. really sad after hearing tis.. i was telling sokleng.. guy is not good wit they will go clubbing.. but she tell me so what her frenz oso went clubbing de neh.. i say haiz.. tat wat i think and she ask me not to think tat way.. maybe she is right lo..den today astro presentation like shit lo.. so nervous lo.. den i jus read from everything.. is like got words lo.. ppl oso can read de ma.. haiz.. i guess wat sokleng say is right.. if he appear today.. i will be speechless man.. lucky lo.. but sad he nv come.. next fri going to jurong west to overnight there to see starz.. hehe.. wondering will he be going down.. haiz.. really hope he can go down den maybe can try talking to him.. ask sokleng talk oso.. hehe.. haiz.. today oso got talk to a few seniors.. they oso can chat alot man... haha.. well today oso got a chance to see starz but i did not see much cos it like i cant see.. haha.. i think next fri will have a chance ba.. haha.. sianzation liao.. wat am i suppose to do?? haiz.. sad lo.. thinking i wun be able to be happy the next few days again le.. haiz.. sianz.. haiz.. sianz.. sokleng was saying she cant believe ppl will like someone so fast.. and i was telling her u kn wat is yi jian zhong qing.. she say ya.. but she jus cant understand it.. i oso not sure.. maybe tat is human beings ba.. really cant explain much le.. i oso kn ifi really do something.. i will going to regret it le.. tat wat me is and tat the part where i hate myself most.. arghz!!!! and i kn if i tell someone tat i like him.. i will definitely not going to speak to tat ppl again cos tat is me.. haiz.. wat am i suppose to do?? i am really lost.. should i or should i not??? arghz... haiz..
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