hi.. can say see frenz mood den will come back de ba.. ytd whole day at home was very moody.. but today is diff.. hehe.. i oso dunno why.. i can joke ard neh den keep laughing.. but some ppl say i nv laugh as much as last time.. haiz.. they keep askin wat happen.. and i have to say nth actually happen.. jus dun feel like smiling.. lolx.. den today wah.. so lucky ar.. see him.. den cindy they all pig ar.. they dun belong to sotong le.. is pig.. they keep do things so ming xian.. den i sure he find it weird.. haha.. den he smile at me so i smile back lo.. must be polite ar.. haha.. wah sia.. cindy very naughty sia.. anyhow put my no to 2 guys hp lo.. den i ... lo.. i got nth to say.. den today luch oso cant finish.. cos they all la.. keep make me laugh and tease me.. arghz.. hai me waste food.. after tat we head to the lecture threatre.. we were talking abt everything.. suddenly our topics change and is all abt relationship.. den i was like diao.. nth much to say cos i nv in a relationship b4.. den everyone was askin me to be brave and say out to him u like him.. and i shock sia.. den i was like sayin abt wat sokleng and his msn.. den cindy and eileen shock when they heard i say he jing ran say smth not suppose to be say to sokleng.. den they scolded me.. for asking ppl help to get close to him.. but wat can i do?? i am shy.. arghz.. cindy say u must be wta u are.. not to be wat u wan to be.. must maintain yourself.. ok la.. den must be confident.. dun keep thinkin bad of yourself.. but i am not CONFIDENT!!! i have low self-esteem and i agree!! wat am i really suppose to do.. haiz..
let not say tat le.. u kn today bb coach nv come.. den tat yr 2 de bb player come teach us again.. today is free play.. but it rain... ahh.. den we go to a place got shelter de.. den hor.. i tot tat guy say i go opp den u all stay here but dun go yet.. so i say byebye to him lo.. but who kn i heard wrongly.. he meant we all go opp.. den everyone look at me.. so malu lo.. den b4 tat.. he say one thing lo.. he tell everyone dun run off first cos haven mark attendance.. den eileen keep saying can go le ar.. den i repeat wat he say to eileen la.. who kn tat gal heard it.. i think she tell the guy.. den he look at me and smile sia.. so malu.. den still fa sheng le the thing.. so paiseh lo.. den when we at the shelter.. he like got chou hen wit me lo.. keep ask me qn to ans.. den i all dunno lo.. he ask me ans almost all the qn.. den i still say smth wrong neh.. den ppl laugh lo.. pig him de lo.. den he still dare to smile when ask me ans qn.. arghz.. but den i realise he same class as my frenz lo.. haha.. he today yi zhi zai zheng wo lo.. he pig de.. if see him again.. i sure die.. lolx.. pray hard dun see him again.. haha.. he make me so paiseh de lo.. arghz.. den nite go astro.. today veyr early release cos rain ma.. den sky not clear so no see star lo.. haa.. but quite fun today.. have a lot of laughter.. but soon will go back the same again... ........
