Wednesday, July 26, 2006
aaaa.. bad mood again.. tis is super terrible le lo.. i dunno why tis have to become like tis..hurt me alot.. haiz.. actually should be quite happy de neh.. but everything jus go another way.. haiz.. should be very happy de.. cos today go sch mood still very high.. den we take a lot of pics.. very fun.. den play awhile b4 lesson start.. cindy keep callin me xiao mei mei cos i wear new shirt which really make me like xiao mei mei neh.. haiyo.. den they all keep say me like little gal.. haha.. den xiaowei they all praise i tody look cute neh.. LOLX!!! haiz.. den after tat.. go home lo.. reach home den xiao jiu mu still ard.. so we talk awhile den mummy suddenly say smth tat shock me.. she actually ask xiao jiu mu to help me see the camera.. lolx.. she today so kind sia.. haha.. den xiao jiu mu say she will see.. haha.. so good.. den i got new camera den can take nice pics le.. but wun take 56 de la.. cos 56 take le my hands sure shake.. haha.. jus wan to take nice pics and tat all.. haha..
today online at 10pm.. den see him no online.. i was thinkin suan le.. maybe he wun online le ba.. den suddenly his nick appear.. and he is online.. ya.. finally.. haha.. so we chat.. now at least i kn which course he is in.. fine.. happy le.. but somethin hurt me again.. ... tell me she is talkin to him.. and i am hurt.. although i kn is i ask her to talk de la.. but kind of like really sad when i kn he talk to her.. haiz.. i dunno how i should react.. tis is wat ppl call jealous.. haiz.. suan le la.. dun think too much.. and hor.. tat ... sorry ar.. i kn i shouldnt react tis way.. but i jus cant control myself.. arghz.. i hate it man.. i am really scare!!! everything is goin the wrong way veyr soon.. i wan to cry le la.. I MUST CONTROL AND NOT TO CRY!!!! but....... i really cant hold it anymore..
today online at 10pm.. den see him no online.. i was thinkin suan le.. maybe he wun online le ba.. den suddenly his nick appear.. and he is online.. ya.. finally.. haha.. so we chat.. now at least i kn which course he is in.. fine.. happy le.. but somethin hurt me again.. ... tell me she is talkin to him.. and i am hurt.. although i kn is i ask her to talk de la.. but kind of like really sad when i kn he talk to her.. haiz.. i dunno how i should react.. tis is wat ppl call jealous.. haiz.. suan le la.. dun think too much.. and hor.. tat ... sorry ar.. i kn i shouldnt react tis way.. but i jus cant control myself.. arghz.. i hate it man.. i am really scare!!! everything is goin the wrong way veyr soon.. i wan to cry le la.. I MUST CONTROL AND NOT TO CRY!!!! but....... i really cant hold it anymore..
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