Tuesday, July 25, 2006
haiz.. actually i wan sleep early today de.. but bcos of my stupid idiot bro la.. play and play his maple story den dun wan stop.. den my wireless router is going to rust le la.. no one kb how to fix it.. arghz.. sianz one lo.. haiz.. i hate the ppl sia.. say wat jus connect can le.. but it cant work.. and tat stupid pig dun wan help me fix it.. arghz.. i hate it.. and i cant use internet.. haiz.. i am sick and tired liao le la.. tis kinf of life is not going to be fine for me le.. haiz.. today is the last day at childcare centre.. so sweetz.. the playground kids are so sweetz.. teacher manjit ask them to hug the teacher.. they jus come over and hug me sia.. i shock sia.. cos i not their teacher.. den they still hug me.. haha.. the nursery kids jus sit there and see.. but auite a few were asking when i will be back.. but i tell them not so soon.. haha.. i really miss them sia.. nearly cry sia.. cos is like i have been wit them for 10 weeks.. say leave den leave le.. heart pain sia.. haha.. hope they can behave themselves and nv make the teachers angry again.. they are forever good children in my heart.. i lurv them all.. hope to see them soon.. they going to the zoo on 4 aug sia.. too bad.. i got lesson.. if not i will go wit them de.. haiz.. ya.. surprisingly.. i saw him today.. and i guess maybe he oso saw me ba.. haha.. too bad.. lift is full if not i will take the lift.. haha.. i think i shall not elaborate more on wat happenz.. those wit me de den will kn.. haha... have been thinking all abt this today.. cindy is saying are u going to tell him u like him and i was like huh.. must i??? i am scare of being reject.. cos i kn.. after tat.. no more frenz le.. haiz.. den they were sayin wat will he reply if he really reject me.. den cindy was saying .... (i forgot le!!! hehe..) and sokleng was saying "let be frenz".. wah sia.. hurt me.. haiz.. but have to be mentally prepare if he really say tat to me.. but i guess i jus have to hide wat i am feeling towards him le lo.. no choice.. in order to be frenz.. i hav to do tat.. if not i will hurt myself and other ppl.. haiz.. jus hope tat everything will be fine and wish for tat day to come.. btw.. sokleng is very good in predicting something.. if u need someone to predict anything for u.. pls find sokleng.. cos wat she say will eventually come true de lo.. i oso dunno why lei.. haha.. so.. sokleng u should kn wat to do le huh.. haha.. oh ya.. i think i rmb smth.. i need to show crayfish pic.. but is not very clear neh.. haha.. my crayfish is a male.. his name is prince.. chinese is tai zi.. haha.. rmb.. in my mvp valentine.. my darling de name neh.. haha.. i dunno why.. i jus lurv tis name.. so i called him prince.. sweetz and nice.. hehe.. =) *i cant upload the pics.. haiz.. suan le.. next time den i post it up..*
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