aaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dunno wat i am going to do!!!!!!!!! i wan to love him!!! i wan to be by his side!!!! but but but....... i really dunno la... i am in a mess now.. i hate myself..
haiz.. jus very very sad lo now.. i really dunno wat to say now.. i only kn ah ji coem to me.. i tell her wat actually happen.. she ask me to let time minus away the pain.. but i really cant.. i need a very very serious thinking now.. who can help me think?? i dun like the way it actually happen.. i wan a smooth one.. but i cant have it now.. lurv hurt alot!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. now no mood in anything le la... wat the hell.. and i hate everything!!!!! i jus wan to be alone.. without anyone ard.. i dun wan to see u i dun wan to listen to u i dun wan to talk to u!!!!!!!!!! can i jus leave tis world and be alone??? ARGHZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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